Chapter 7: Regrets

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Marcel xx Pov

I don’t know where i am ... i don’t know how to go back home ... but i simply don’t care

I don’t care if I’m lost in the woods ... i rather die than go back there again

You’re probably confused right now...

Let’s go back shall we

FLASHBACK

“Marcel I ... “Louis trailed off his words I looked at him ... waiting for his answer

He sighed “Marcel I’m sorry ... but i don’t like you in that way ... i like you as a friend ... i don’t mean to hurt you... it’s just that you remind me of someone, someone that i want to forget but i never did ... and that someone broke my heart into a million pieces ... just by looking at you ... it breaks everything that i have left ... Marcel I’m really, really sorry” He said

He came closer to me until Liam shouted the time is up i quickly unlocked the door and ran away from the house i heard faint calls of my name but i ignored them ... i just focused on running and crying until i realized i don’t know this place ... now I’m in some kind of forest or woods

FLASHBACK ENDS

I sat down feeling exhausted from the running i put my knees to my chest and hugged myself ... tears streaming down my face

(A/n seriously Marcel ... quoting songs  ... again)

What am I supposed to do now?

Why am i so stupid? , i should have just kept my feelings to myself ... then it would be a lot easier

Where do i go now? ... i don’t have a home now ... I’ll probably live in the streets if i have too ... I took a deep breath i grabbed my phone in my pocket ... glad that i got it before i ran

I pressed Calum’s number and called him

“Hey bro” Calum’s voice ringing in my ear

“H-Hey Cal ... would Y-you mind if i s-stay in You-r H-house tonight?” I said sobbing

“Of course you can Marcel ... why are you crying? Are you ok? Did something happen?” Calum asked too many questions for my liking

“I’ll tell you later ... maybe ... I’ll meet you there” I said hanging up

Good thing that i remembered where i walked from and i quickly saw the road i called a cab and got in and told him Calum’s address

In about 30 mins i arrived, Calum and Ashton was waiting in the front door

I paid the cab and quickly ran to Calum he looks at me worriedly and opened his arms

I didn’t think about it i just hugged him right away

He continuously whispered “It’s ok” on my ear we all went in the house.

Ashton made me a cup of coffee and went straight to his room to rest. Leaving me and Calum who is still waiting for an explanation

“Alright I’ll explain. Me and the boys were playing 7 minutes in heaven i was paired with Louis i told him my feelings and he told me that i remembered him of his past so he doesn’t want to be with me ... he rejected me Cal ... I don’t know what to do anymore ... I have nowhere to stay too” I said the tears starting to fall in my eyes again

Calum swiped it away ... if he was gay i would like him ... but i wouldn’t cause i love Louis and Cal isn’t gay.

“Marcel ... you can work this out ... sometimes you need to think outside the box ... if you can’t have him because he’s still stuck with the past ... why don’t you join him” Calum said standing up i furrowed my eyebrows in confusion

He said goodnight and tossed me a picture

I looked at the picture in complete shock ... I know what to do now...

I quickly got up and shouted goodbye to Calum and Ashton i heard a faint response and i got into a cab once again and drove somewhere

“I hope this will work” I said and i took a deep breath and hoped for the best

Louis xx Pov

Why do you have to be so stupid Louis you hurt one of the most important people that came in your life.

Marcel ... I’m sorry ... after he left i was bombarded with questions from the lads and they soon realized that i did something wrong

I then realized how bad i feel and how much i care for him

And i knew i was falling for him ... hard ... but that’s why i rejected him because i don’t want him to end up like Harry ... i want him to be happy without me ... all i ever did was cause bad luck

If i would have just stayed quiet about Harry’s problem then he wouldn’t be missing.. even his most precious belonging ... his diary ... he has a diary he kept since he had the symptoms of his problems ... i never saw that diary again ... since he went missing... that diary is the only thing that i would know the answer to why harry left me.

I was snapped by my thoughts hearing the boys screaming my name over and over again

I quickly went downstairs and stared at the sight in front of me

Green eyes brown curly hair wearing a white shirt and pants with holes in his knees and brown boots ... brown boots that seem to familiar

“Harry?” I said completely dumb founded he was just staring at me

“Louis right?” He asked ... wait he doesn’t know me?

“Yes Harry it’s me Louis ... your boyfriend ... remember ... Harry what happened to you?” I asked him getting closer to him

I looked at the lads beside me in shock i tapped them on the shoulder giving them a sign to leave ... and they did

I sat down on the couch and he sit right beside me ... but he seems distant

“I don’t remember anything Louis ... the only thing i remember is your name and face ... nothing else” He said

I can’t believe it ... it really is him i jumped on him and hugged him and continuously kissed him on the cheeks

He just stared at me in shock ... i realize he doesn’t remember anything about us two

“Well ... Harry you went missing after you had an accident .. you left me ... i searched for you ... Harry” I said suddenly the tears drips down on my face

He looks at me in the eyes ... it’s weird though ... those eyes looks familiar for some reason

“I remember loving you Louis ... i don’t remember anything else ... can we just go back and start again” He said calmly and his voice changes suddenly into a fast tone ... again he sounds familiar too

I nod and he hugged me tightly

“I love you Harry” I said cherishing this moment

Marcel xx Pov

“I love you too ... Louis”

A/N

HELLO!!

SO I GOT VOTES QUICKLY SO I UPDATED QUICKLY AND LOOK NO CLIFF HANGER HAHA

WELL ... I HAD A TWIST IN THE STORY DO YOU GUYS LIKE IT .. THIS IS THE MAIN PLOT OF THE STORY IF YOU HAVEN’T NOTICED YET ... : )...

SO ONE MORE THING WHEN I PUT HARRY XX POV IT MEANS IT’S MARCEL’S OK?

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-Jamila

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