Lost in lust -Derek Hale love story *finished*

Chapter 37

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"Get the fuck out Derek" I growled, he went to open his mouth to protest but I beat him to it once again and punched him in the face as hard as I could, "I don't want you here!" I screamed, Derek staggered backwards some before he bent his head down. I clenched my teeth together; knowing what was about to happen,
"Allison get the bags in the car and get it started. now." I whispered angrily, she nodded her head swiftly and started gathering the stuff as Derek looked up at me, completely wolfed out. I grinned at him and let my full wolf come unleashed, I felt my bones pop in different directions as my face changed shape and I became more hairy.
"Lets dance darlin'." I said sarcastically,
"Derek don't do this, she's just a flin-" I cut Cora off by raking my claws across her face,
"How about you ask your hotheaded brother what I really am to him." I growled out. Cora's eyes flashed over to Derek and I saw Derek swiftly charge at me, I stuck my fist out just at the right time to he ran into it... dumb ass, I honestly thought he was smarter than that... I waisted to time hopping down in him so I was straddling him and I placed my hand so my claws were right under his chin in a threatening way. My eyes locked with his and I felt the fire start to die down in me and slowly become replaced with sadness,
"Expect something different when you get home tonight." I whispered out before getting off of him, holding back the tears that wanted to roll down my cheeks; I wasn't going to show him emotion.
"Marcey-"
"No Derek. what happened to forever? if didn't last as long as I though it would I guess..." with that I walked out. holding my head high and my middle finger higher.

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"Thank you daddy." I whispered out, my voice cracking slightly at the end and I flashed my dad a small but great full smile. my dad walked over to me and embraced me in a hug,
"Sure thing baby girl." my eyes scanned my old room that I had just finished re-setting up.... It seemed so empty without Derek.
'No Marcey! don't think about him!' I silently scolded myself as I walked into my old bathroom and stripped down and turned on the shower.

I lathered my hair and body, but I let the painful flashback from just 4 hours ago... those painful 4 hours.

*Flashback*
Allison drove because I was in a state 'mental insanity' as Allison put it, so as she pulled up to Derek, Isaac, Jessica, and i's house I waisted to time storming inside and to the elevator, I replayed everything in my head and what I was about to do... was it worth it?
'Yes Marcey. you don't deserve this.' I told myself, the doors dinged and I walked into the living room. I caught sight of Isaac and Jessica and they rushed over to me,
"Marcey! oh god are you okay?" they both said at the same time, if I would have been feeling better I would have made a witty remark to them... but I wasn't so I just shook my head 'no' and marched back to Derek and i's room.
They followed cautiously behind me, wondering what I was doing no doubt. I thanked god that Derek and I hadn't unpacked everything yet so it wouldn't take me long to get out of here. I picked up 3 boxes and moved them to the living room, Isaac's eye got wide when he realized what I was doing,
"Wha- Marcey no! you're not moving out! you're not seriously leaving because Derek didn't tell his sister are you? I mean... really?" I shot Isaac an annoyed look,
"Isaac don't talk down to me like that." I snapped, I immediately felt bad... but I quickly covered it up,
"Sorry." he mumbled, Jessica gave me a disproving look... and even though I knew she was right, I let out a growl to her, letting her know not to look at me like that.
"I'm not letting Derek treat me like this... I'm moving back to my dads house. when Derek gets back here's a letter." I handed Isaac the letter I had wrote in the car, the letter that I poured my heart out to and was covered in tear stains, "I want you to give him this when he asks where I am. I do not. I repeat. do. not. let him come for me." Isaac looked broken as I told him this, ad then I realized... he thinks I'm never going to come back for him. my eye softened and I brought Isaac into a hug,
"I'm not leaving you Isaac. just Derek. I'm still going to talk to you. I promise." I held out my pinky finger for him with a small smile on my face as we intertwined our fingers, I smiled and gave him a soft peck on the cheek.


A half an hour later everything was packed up in my car and I was giving Isaac and Jessica a final hug, I had tears in the corners on my eyes but I fought them back.
"Take care of her... okay Isaac?" I told him, he smiled at me and nodded his head, "and you too missy. take care of Isaac okay?" Jessica gave me a sad smile and a small nod before I got in the car and drove away... feeling like I was saying goodbye to my life and everything I knew.
*end of flashback*

I looked up at the small patch of ceiling that was over the shower and closed my eyes to try and hide the tears that were freely flowing, I looked down at my wrists and gave a small smile... I could still see the scars from when I had cut when I was younger. I extended my claws. I knew they would heal... so that's a bonus.
I raked my claws across my wrists, shoulders, belly, legs, thighs... everywhere. blood poured from me and just gathered in a pool at my feet. I closed my eyes and quietly sang to myself,
" just going to stand there and hear me cry... but that's all right. cause I love the way you lie. love the way you lie."

*DEREKS POV*

"Dear Derek.
I'd love to lie and say this isn't you're fault... but it kinda is. Now if you're reading this it means I was able to go through with my decision and leave. now I didn't leave far like I did with the hotel. I'm still in town. but I left far enough.
I left because it was more then just you lying to your sister. I know you said you were sorry but I felt like we didn't have enough time together, we didn't always act like we were in a relationship and you would walk away when I would say something you didn't like. Not to mention you only had sex with me the first time because you were jealous.
Derek I love you. yes. love. not loved. but love. and maybe one day we will get back together... but probably not any time soon.
Please don't go out there and make Isaac tell you where I am, I told him not to and I know this is already hard on them for me to leave, so please don't be a hard ass on them right now. I know you are going to be hurting... hell. so am I. but please. their still somewhat my pack and I love them like I love you.
This is what I want... time.
Love always,
Marcey Deever."

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