Lost in lust -Derek Hale love story *finished*

Chapter 8

I walked up the stairs to the apartment,

My hands were slightly shaking as I fiddled with the hem of my white cropped top.

I would love to describe what happened... But I don't even know myself. I think Derek kissed me. Well I know he kissed me... But why?

As I turned the handle to the apartment I felt as if my heart was taking a baseball bat and trying to beat its way out of my chest.

I quickly let the handle go and turned around, sliding my back down the door so I was sitting with my knees propped up and my head rested on them.

"Calm down Marcey." I whispered to myself, I wasn't going to give Derek the data faction of that he had this affect on me.

I took a deep breath and stood up, turning the handle and walking into the living room.  

As I walked In a saw Isaac stand up and cross the room over to me,

"What happened?" He whispered to me, I shook my head

"I have no idea... To be completely honest." I muttered.  

He nodded his head and turned his head to Derek's room and back to me,

"He's in there right now if you want to talk to him"

I nodded and muttered 'thanks' to Isaac before walking into my room and flopping down onto my bed.

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It was now 5 at night and I still hadn't gotten out of my room.  

I walked over to my mirror and I took my pony tail holder out, letting my hair fall down in the brown waves it was infamous for.

I ran a hand through it slowly while rocking my head from side to side before adding a splash of mascara and replacing my sweatpants with dark blue skinny jeans, but keeping my crop top on.

"Ok. You can do this." I said to myself, I flashed a quick smile in the mirror before shaking my head and trying a different smile, this time with more teeth in it.

"This is sad." I muttered to myself before slipping some vans on and walking out into the living room,

"So what are we doing for dinner? Do we all just want to go out and grab something to eat?" I was proud of myself for sounding confident when I came out. But I kept my eyes on Isaac the whole time,

"Uh... Sure, we can all go out." Derek said, standing to his feet, I nodded  

"Ok." But once again I kept my eyes trained on Isaac's. and he gave me a small smile and I used what courage I had left to look over to Derek,

"Sounds great. I'll get my purse." My voice cracked ever so slightly, I hoped none of the guys heard it, but of course they did.

I felt my heart start beating a little faster so I turned around and walked INto my room, I snatched my purse up and put a determined face on,

"I can do this." I said to myself before walking back out with a smile on my face,

"Kay... Lets go." Isaac stood up and the three of us walked out of the house and down the road to the diner.

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"And here you go!" We finished dinner and decided to go bowling, we had nothing else to do so why not make a night out if it?

I thanked the girl at the counter who handed me my shoes.  

"And what size are you?" She turned to Derek and leaned on the counter, trying to make her boobs pop out,

"Size shoe I mean." She winked at him and I scoffed,

"Size 11" I snapped at her "shoe I mean" I mimicked her in a high pitched voice before glaring at her. She backed up from the counter slightly before going off and grabbing Derek's shoes, I stalked over to where Isaac was standing and plopped down in the seat next to him,

"Stupid bitch." I mumbled, Isaac laughed at me and looked down to me,

"Is someone jealous?" I scoffed and turned away from him

"No. Why would I be jealous over THAT thing."  

"I don't know... Maybe because you like Derek?" I scoffed again "or maybe because you... Kissed him?" I whirled around and looked over at Isaac,

"How did you?" I was about to continue but Derek walked over,

"Ready to bowle?" Derek asked. But I knew very well he heard our conversation.

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"Yeah! I kicked your asses!" Isaac yelled, pointed to Derek and I who were both standing behind him,

I groaned,

" No! That's not fair!" I said, rolling my eyes Derek and Isaac laughed at me.

"Well we better get back! The winner needs his beauty sleep!" Isaac said, stretching over dramatically. I rolled my eyes and Derek ruffled Isaac's hair.

"Well then come on winner." I smiled slightly as we all walked back to the car,

"Derek?" We all stopped and the girl from before was running over to us. She has her shirt unbuttoned more than usual and she ran up and practically pressed her chest to his,

"Here's my number" she winked at him, "don't hesitate to call me." And with that he pressed her lips to his really fast and skipped away.

"Slut." I growled, then I twirled around and all but ran to the car.

I got in the very back seat and I pulled out my cellphone.

I didn't even have any plans to text anyone, I just wanted to look busy.

Isaac as Derek entered the car quietly, and I didn't bother to make eye Contact with either of them.

Childish? Very. Did I care? Nope. Yes I was being very bitchy, but I was jealous! Yes! I admit it! I'm jealous! But like... I wish I could have the courage to just go up and kiss Derek like that. Derek wanted to act like OUR kiss never happened. So You can bet your ass I'm going to make a big deal out of THEIR kiss.  

Who goes around kissing 2 girls on the same day?!  

I didn't realize we had pulled up to the house already, but when Isaac cleared his throat I jumped and looked at him,

"Oh.. Right." I mumbled, getting out of the back and stalking up the steps.

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"Marcey..." I heard Derek sight from the kitchen when i walked into the house. I took a deep breath and walked I to the kitchen,

"Did that kiss mean anything to you?" I decided not to beat around the bush with this one and cut to the chase, Derek didn't miss a beat answering  

"No."  

"Did OUR kiss mean anything" he went to open his mouth to speak but I cut him off.

I pressed my lips to his. Just like the girl did back at the bowling alley.

Our lips moved together and I pulled away slightly, and because I was shorter then him I had to stand on my tiptoes to be the same height as him.

I rested my forehead to his and took a deep breath,

"Because our kiss meant alot to me." And I pulled back, keeping eye contact with him until I turned around and walked quietly to my room.

"It meant a LOT to me." I muttered to myself, as I gently closed the door and started to get ready for bed.

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