Logan's POV
I finish my food around 15 minute after i talk to Selena, i dont know why but i really want to know her more. I mean, if i dont. There is no way i would walk her home after she's done with her job
I get up and leave some tip and pay for my order, and i saw Selena walk out of the counter while bring a food for other table. So i approach her
"So? 9pm?" I said with hinting a smile on my face
"Yeah, i think so" Selena answer nervously, she's look cute even though she only wear a yellow dress with an apron.
"See you then?"
"Yeah, see you" Selena said and she walk away and clean some table
I walk home thinking, i mean. Selena working at a restaurant as a waiter? i get it she's 18, but doesnt she have a parents to support her financial? Or is she even live with her parents? I seriously curious about Selena, she got the look of rich kid, she's beauty with her black-brownish hair and brown eyes. She's seem so independent
Woah... Am i developing a crush on her?
I dont want to her get the wrong image, i never been in love. I mean, once. And then i never fall in love or even like a girl since then. And i would like Selena to be my friend, i dont know what the future hold. But the only thing i can make sure is i want to be her friend
I guess.
After 15 minutes walk i arrived at my home, and yes i still live with my parent. Only with my mom. Tragic story this is why i never believe in "love" my dad leave my mom and me at the worst time in my life, my dad leave us for other girl at his office. He act like im invincible. He act like he's never have a son, he never ask how im doing, he doesnt even care that i get bullied most of the time in my old school, he doesnt care when i only have 1 friend in my old school. And tragically, my only friend is my english teacher. Yes, im a teacher's pet. I always be the wallflower in my school. The one that always alone at homecoming, or prom, and whatever. So i decide to tell my mom we need to move. I never tell her why i just tell her i need a new view and i want to tried leave all the memory behind, so my mom agreed and here we are.
I plop to my couch, and put the tv on. My mom isn't home yet since she's working
Thinking what a mess my life have been, my dad leave me when i need a father to look up to, a man figure in the house, and now im 18 and im struggle to figure out things on my own.
I never believe in true love, doesnt care how much romantic comedy movie in this world or even a million of love song play by the time pass. I never really trust in true love
Yeah, such an insecure 18 years old boy am i?
I've seen the thing i need to know about love, i dont care if i die alone. As long as i hurt nobody in my life, that would be fine
Clock shows its 7:30pm maybe i can use a shower and dress up?
Despite Selena is my first friend i dont want to give her my bad first impression i want to look good
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Its 8:30pm and im set, i wear a red-gray flannel and wear a pair of jeans. I hope selena doesn't notice the effort i put for only walk her home.
I never been this nervous in my life, its funny because i only want Selena to be my friend.
But hell, i never have a friend before in my old highschool. And when about i go out theres a sound of my door open, and its my mom
"Oh hey Logan, how was your first day at school?" My mom ask me
"I will tell you later i have to get going" i tell my mom in hurry
