Block B (ManxMan|MC|Mpreg) - BLOCK SERIES - BOOK 2

Chapter #3| Breaking point

A/N: Not sure how I feel about this chapter but I'll post it anyway and also short chapter

J O N E S

I laid on the bed and cried, I cried because I felt dirty having sex with him and the way he treated me wasn't out of love. He left me again, I knew I'll get my heart broken by him all over again but what keeps me going is that I faintly see the real Leon. I couldn't forget the man I loved, he was my everything and I'll do anything to make him realise.

I took a long shower thinking about my choices, thinking about whether I should continue chasing him or just forgot and force myself to move on. I couldn't stop the tears, he has no idea how much he's hurt me and how many times I've forgiven him. I am always willing to give him a chance, many may call me crazy for forgiving Leon but I love him, I love a bastard like him, I am starting to doubt.

I checked my wallet seeing cash slowly disappearing, I don't have much money left. After I changed I walked across the road to a small bakery and ordered myself a pie and chocolate milkshake. I sat outside sitting on a plastic chair, the weather was hot and humid probably be 40ºC today and hell it sure felt like it. I wipe the sweat off my forehead looking out in the distance, I am going after him one more time and this time I wanted to be rejected properly so I can move on.

Slowly losing the will to fight for him, I am tired of getting my heart broken, I am tired of not knowing what caused Leon's pain or what changed him. Sin says Leon been through a lot and that I shouldn't waste my time with him. Driving towards Leon's next destination hoping he'll be there, I drove three hours north to another country town. Exhausted I booked a room for one night, I walked around the small town hoping to see Leon.

"Go home" someone says. I squealed in surprise and turned around instantly seeing Leon inside the petrol station holding a bottle of ice mocha. He went to the counter and paid for a drink, without giving me a second glance he walked out hopping on his bike. I dropped the drinks and chips I picked out and ran towards him before he could drive away.

"Wait!" I yelled. His bike roared to life, I grip onto his leather jacket then kissed him like life depends on it. His shocked expression never surprises me, I continue kissing moaning in response praying I'll feel the familiar spark I felt years ago when we first met. I didn't care whether people are around us, I wanted to touch him, I wanted him to touch me make me believe he's real.

"Stop!" he growled shoving me away. I bite my bottom lip as tears roll down my cheek, I am at my breaking point, what's point of chasing him if he doesn't love me.

"I love you Leon why don't you feel the same way?" I asked

"Go home Jones forget about me" he replied. Something within me snapped, all the pain I hidden within finally came out in full force. I begin hitting him which I'll doubt my punches will hurt him, I continue crying yelling at him for all the pain he caused. Asking him why he won't love me, asking what I can do for him to love me.

"I am done chasing you!" I yelled at him. Leon remained silent eyes opened wide in shock.

"Calm down Jones" he says softly.

"Don't tell me to calm down, I am sick and tired of getting hurt. I f*cking tired of you not loving me and I am angry at myself to allow the pain destroy my heart" I cried

"It's not that simple Jones, you won't understand" he says

"Then make me understand, why do you think I continue chasing you" I said. Leon shook his head, right then and there the love of my life rejected me. I smiled at him sadly, I slowly backed away from him and went inside my car. Turning on the car, I seeing him at the side mirrors standing next to his bike, I drove to the hotel and cried myself to sleep the next day I drove home not looking back.