Yuuki's POV:
For these couple of days, I've been thinking, thinking a lot. About what happened 3 years ago, what happened in the tea room and what will happen in the future. He's coming here today. Joshua is. What should I do when I see him? Smile? Be angry? Cry? Or ignore him? Millions of thoughts races through my mind. I close my eyes and lean my head on the window.
How about forgive? An inner voice said
Forgive? Can I really forgive him? I thought
Of course you can
I'm scared to confront him, I don't know how to get over this.
Yes you can. Don't be afraid. Don't hide yourself away anymore.
Hiding?
Yes, no more hiding. He is regretful, he's in pain too. You heard him, can't you accept his remorse and apologies?
But how? It's not easy. I can't forget what happened.
But you love him.
Loved.
No, you loved and still love him, just like how he feels about you.
Love?
Yes, Love.
Yes, I do love him, can I really forgive him?
Yes, you can.
No I can't
Yes you can
No, I can't, this is too sudden.
Yes you can, just try. Take it slowly, baby steps at a time.
..no...I....
Footsteps echoes outside the flower house interrupting my thoughts. I open my eyes and looked out. Outside stands a regal man I know so well. A figure that I've imprinted deep in my brain and memory since the day I first met him. I saw the flower he has in his hands. Yellow roses. I look up from his hand and our eyes locked. His unhidden passion and love burning through the air and the glass window reducing the distance between us into nothing.
An inner voice echoes again.
Do you have an answer now?
Yes I do.
Can you forgive him?
I look down to the flower I held in my hand, a white violet.
Yes I can.
White violet: let's take a chance on happiness.
[quoted from thelanguageofflowers.com]
A/N: Sorry for the late update. >.< This internal monologue is mentally tiring to write, I don't know if I expressed her internal conflict well enough. I honestly don't know if I should end it here or do you guys want to know what happens after they reconcile? I have another idea, something like an alternative route of this story. I want more angst >.< would people be interested if i differentiate another story from the base setting? let me know! Merry Christmas!! Best wishes to you all lovelies !!
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Lost and retrieved (prince Joshua)
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