His Lolita (Blake Griffin Fanfic)

36.Haunted

"I know if I'm haunting you, You must be haunting me, It's where we go, It's where we'll be, I know if I'm onto you, I'm onto you, Onto you, I'm onto you, Onto you, you must be onto me"

Loren POV , 6 months later

"Briella , this is Eddie. Eddie this is my little sister Briella"

After Blake slammed the door in my face and asked me to leave , I decided it was time to let him go. Ciara , who was in fact pregnant still didn't manage to get Blake back with her , apparently he's just gonna pay child support. Brynn and I still kept contact , I see Ford twice a week and as he grows up, the more he reminds me of his father. Eddie and I became a couple 4 months ago , he's been a great boyfriend and I'm not planning on letting him go but sadly my heart doesn't agree..

"Loren? Loren?" Briella waves her hands in my face

"Yeah?" I ask confused

"Can I go with Eddie?" She smiles

"Where are you taking my sister?" I smirk at him

"Just to get some yogurt, I would love to invite you my princess but I would like to talk to your sister alone" He kisses my forehead

"Meanie" I stick my tongue out

"I love you Loren" He smiles and I smile at him "I love you too Eddie"

I loved Eddie truly but Blake was always in my mind. We haven't spoke , ever since that day. Ford always brings his daddy up and it kills me , He tells me how his father isn't happy like he used to be , I can't help but feel guilt sometimes

"We'll be right back my love" Eddie says grabbing his car keys and planting a sweet kiss on my lips

"Do you want us to bring you anything sis?" Briella asks with a smile

"No , it's fine. I'm actually just gonna go to the farmers market right now. My fridge is empty and you're gonna stay here with me now so I need to buy groceries" I say grabbing my UGG boots

"Alright baby , we'll be back" Eddie smiles and waves goodbye with my sister by his side

I grabbed my keys and phone , as I was walking out I got a phone call , it was Gail.

"Hello? Is this Loren London?"

"Yes Gail , Hi"

"Oh thank God, Loren how are you sweetheart?"

"I'm doing okay and you Mrs.Griffin?"

"I'm great , me and Tommy are actually in town and we wanted to speak to you, are you available tonight?"

"I'm actually not sure , hold on let me check" I walk over to my calendar and check

"No , I'm not doing anything tonight. We can have dinner later on if you'd like?"

"Yes that's great, I'll call you later and tell you where we are going to meet up, goodbye sweetie"

"Bye Gail"

Dinner with the Griffin? I honestly don't know how I feel about that , is Blake gonna be there? What were we gonna talk about?

I pushed all the questions away and locked the door to my house and got inside my car and drove to the Farmers Market

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Blake POV

"Mom I'm not going , she probably hates me" I say pushing the shopping cart as my mom grabbed some apples

"Blake she doesn't hate you, I'm sure she still cares about you" my mom smiles at me

"I don't know , I messed up with her really bad-"

"Yeah you did. Blake I still can't believe you did that to her , she loved you so much , just like I love you father , you could see it by the way she looked at you" My mom frowns "But now I know she's with that British actor and by the pictures and videos of them together , she seems happy"

"I know mom" I try to smile at her as she gave me a sympathetic look

"You should have never given her up , I understand what you were trying to do son but Loren isn't like any other girl" My dad says walking over to us

"Thanks dad , make me regret my decision more than I do already"

"Sorry son but it's the truth" My dad says sternly

"Tommy" my mom glares at him

"I'll be back" I say giving the shopping cart to my dad and making my way out the entrance, I had my head down as I was walking out , I missed her , her laugh , her touch , her smile.

I bump into someone causing them to almost fall to the floor but I manage to grab there arm before they fall

"I'm so sor-" I apologize as I looked up at her

"You gotta keep your head up Blake" She smiles at me and walks into the market

It was Loren