Dont judge.
~*~
Why would I ever be in that gown?
Why would someone ever want to settle down?
With someone as pointless and worthless as me
When they could do so much better, be free
I cry a lot, I'm desperate, I'm always hurt
I can never be normal when someone tries to flirt
I shy away, because I know I'm a demon
I shouldn't and musn't deprive you of freedom
Because no one would want to stick with I
I promise you, it would be better to die
You don't know what you're getting into, my dear
You'll never be happy with me, I fear
Because I'm not normal, I'm not like other girls
I'll torture and torment you, ruin your world
WIth my stupid cries, one after another
Hoping you'll care, actually give a bother
I'm telling you, run as fast as you can
Before I attack like an obsessed fan
But not in the cute, dedicated way
The 'horrible, dependent' one, begging you to stay
I'll cut and cut and wash away slowly
I can't let you see that, even though I'm lonely
Don't get tricked by my happy smile
Under it is something not very worthwhile
Why are you still here? Don't you get it?
I can't go a day without throwing a fit
I'll never stop, you see, I get worse and worse
My stomach's full, but my heart's dying from thirst
I'll suck on your energy, turn you like me
And that would be a shame, wouldn't it be?
So think twice before you look over here
I'm your worst nightmare, thought, idea, and fear...
~*~
xHazel Payne :)
