I deserve it

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I've learned enough, I understand

You're the sea, I'm the sand

You throw me away, but I keep coming back

Deepening the cut, widening the crack

I've heard enough, I now know that

You're the peacock, I'm the rat

Just a pointless creature, say no more

I've heard it all long before

Call me names, kill me with words

Forget me now, it's what I deserve

Call me names, kill me with words

Forget me now, it's what I deserve 

No point in trying, cause a failure I'll be

No point in crying, cause they'll never see

Broken pieces lay where my heart's supposed to be

And my breathing's getting harder,

Shouldn't it be natural to me?

Call me names, kill me with words

Forget me now, it's what I deserve  

Call me names, kill me with words

Forget me now, it's what I deserve 

That blade doesn't matter

'Attention seeker' they'll shout

Bones breaking, head aching

Yet they still run up their mouth

They can't see me anymore

Cause I'm lying on the floor

Eyes staring upwards

Wishing I could float away

Become an angel I play

Because maybe then I'll be a value to you

Call me names, kill me with words

Forget me now, it's what I deserve

Call me names, kill me with words

Forget me now, it's what I deserve  

'Fat' 'Lazy' 'Emo' 'Ugly'

Keep talking, I'm used to it now

I've learned, it's what I deserve

Cause greatness is self esteem

These insecure thoughts are worse

Say what you like, I thought them first

I don't care what you say, I agree

Because I'd rather be you than boring, old, me

 Call me names, kill me with words

Forget me now, it's what I deserve  

Call me names, kill me with words

Forget me now, it's what I deserve  

It's what I deserve...

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