I've learned enough, I understand
You're the sea, I'm the sand
You throw me away, but I keep coming back
Deepening the cut, widening the crack
I've heard enough, I now know that
You're the peacock, I'm the rat
Just a pointless creature, say no more
I've heard it all long before
Call me names, kill me with words
Forget me now, it's what I deserve
Call me names, kill me with words
Forget me now, it's what I deserve
No point in trying, cause a failure I'll be
No point in crying, cause they'll never see
Broken pieces lay where my heart's supposed to be
And my breathing's getting harder,
Shouldn't it be natural to me?
Call me names, kill me with words
Forget me now, it's what I deserve
Call me names, kill me with words
Forget me now, it's what I deserve
That blade doesn't matter
'Attention seeker' they'll shout
Bones breaking, head aching
Yet they still run up their mouth
They can't see me anymore
Cause I'm lying on the floor
Eyes staring upwards
Wishing I could float away
Become an angel I play
Because maybe then I'll be a value to you
Call me names, kill me with words
Forget me now, it's what I deserve
Call me names, kill me with words
Forget me now, it's what I deserve
'Fat' 'Lazy' 'Emo' 'Ugly'
Keep talking, I'm used to it now
I've learned, it's what I deserve
Cause greatness is self esteem
These insecure thoughts are worse
Say what you like, I thought them first
I don't care what you say, I agree
Because I'd rather be you than boring, old, me
Call me names, kill me with words
Forget me now, it's what I deserve
Call me names, kill me with words
Forget me now, it's what I deserve
It's what I deserve...