The Nerd Is Back Bitches! (CURRENTLY EDITING READ AT YOUR OWN RISK)

Nerd is that you?

"Do you really think that I have feelings for you?" Will said to me, "God! how stupid can you be? akala ko ba nerd ka pero bat ang bobo mo?! (I thought you're a nerd? Then why are you so stupid?!)" He shouted at me

"Come on babe be gentle with her." Pammy wrapped her arms around Will's arms, "Come on Eli, I am the hottest guy here and you believed me when I told you I love you? That's just so sick! I toyed with you!" I was on the floor, kneeling down while crying and feeling so broken. I trusted them both, they're one of the important people I cherish the most and they did this to me?

They hurt me.

I didn't do anything!?

Why are they doing this to me?

"Ano bang ginawa ko sainyo at ginawa nyo sakin ito? (What did I do to you guys that you're hurting me?!)"

"Hurting?," They both laugh "Nothing, you did nothing.We just love to see you broken!" Pammy smiled, I looked up and looked at her "Pammy, akala ko ba best friends tayo (Pammy, I thought you're my best friend?)" I asked.

Her face change to a disgust look "EW! NEVER! I was just pretending! There's no way in hell that I'm going to befriend you!" she smiled.

All those times I spend with her... I thought we have something special, I even considered her as a sister.

How cruel!

"Tara na babe, sinasayang lang natin oras natin sakanya. (Let's just go babe, we're wasting our time talking to this ugly nerd!)" They chuckled before walking away.

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"Eli, Eli, Eli" Mom was shaking me softly to wake me up "We're here." 

I slowly open my eyes. I yawn and rub my eyes, "Where are we?" I asked, "Home" Mom answered softly.

I follow Mom as we exit the plane, and I see that it's already noon so I take of my sunglasses and tuck it inside my bag.

"Honey, try talking in tagalog more often okay?" Mom said.

Ugh... Tagalog... I haven't really spoken that language for years... It brings back memories I'd rather bury.

"Do I have to?" 

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Kasi (cause) we're Filipinos" she smiled

"Opo.(Okay)" it's so weird to hear my voice speak tagalog language, it brings back memories I'd rather forget.

"That's a good start"

Mom and I fetch our luggage's and then wait for our car to arrive. We waited for several minutes before the car arrives.

Not much has change here, I can still recognize some of the places I use to go to. I see that there's a lot of food park here in there, I would love to try out some of that.

I feel my phone vibrate, I look at my phone and sees that Angeline sent me a text message.

'Hey bitch! You there yet?'