poems of a sad blur

Pen

This was originally a second poem written in a conference i attended during the year, also the second ever decent poem i did. i wanted to try something different at first but I'm hoping that its good. Let me know in the comments

I'm testing this pen
   to talk about a world
in my head
     one that seems to be forming
I'm testing this pen
     finding the ink
red, black, blue
  to write a poem
about a girl
     blonde hair maybe brown
eyes dark like soulless pits
I will use this pen
     if it works to
test the limits of my
        brain
this pen must work
to release
       the imagination
to use this pen
I have to
teach a world
       of life, and grace
I need this pen
         before the explosion
to test the waters.