Mr. Styles

Chapter 10 - Jealous Turn On's

That thought ate at me all night long. The boys were messing around, Perrie and El was two peas in a pod. I just was on my phone. Harry didn't pay to much attention to me, but that is okay. Doesn't take attention toward me in the restaurant. It was a long night, once it hit 9:00 and I've been done with my dinner for about an hour and a half, I told Harry I was stepping out. I sat on the hood of Harry's car and called Tatum. After a few rings I finally heard a "hello." "Hello!" I said smiling. "Oh. What's up." She said, kinda slowly. "What's wrong?" I asked. I heard her sigh. "Really? I thought you were smarter than that." She scoffed at me. "What?" I asked, a little offended.  "You haven't talked to me since you got Harry and I'm fucking sick of it. I know all about it. I fucking saw you two making out on his desk. Just, you haven't talked to me in days. What kind of best friend are you?!?" "Tatum I'm so-" the line went dead. I sighed and laid back on the hood, looking at the stars. Who knew in a week my life could change so dramatically. You know, stars can be so pretty. They shine so bright. You can see them from light years away. I saw the brightest star in the sky and made a wish. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "I wish with all my heart, to find a place where I belong in this world." I whispered. Opening my eyes and seeing the star shine brighter. I smiled a little, sitting up and looking around me. I saw Niall walk out of the restaurant doors and towards me. "Hey." I said. He smiled at me, sitting next to me on the hood. "What are you doing?" He asked me. I shrugged. "Stars." I said, pointing to the sky. "You make a wish on the brightest star?" He asked. I nodded. He closed his eyes and whispered something then opened and blew a kiss to the sky. "Why a kiss?" I asked laughing. He shrugged. "The stars need love too. All they do is burn for us." He said. I shrugged. "True." I told him. "Well how are you?" He asked. I just shrugged. "Fine." I said. He looked at me. "You wanna talk about something?" He asked. I just looked at him. "My parents are getting a divorce, I caught her having sex with another man on our kitchen table. My best friend hates me and I don't know what I'm going to do with Harry." I told him. He gave me a half smile. "It's okay..." He said. I just shook my head and wiped away a tear. "Oh don't cry.." He said scooting closer to me and I put my head on his shoulder. "How could she do that?" I asked quietly. "Did your dad not spend a lot of alone time with her?" He asked. I thought for a minute. "Well he worked a lot.." I said. Niall laid his head on top of mine. "She could of been lonely. And you can't just 'break up' a marriage, there is papers." He told me. I nodded lightly. "So your best friend.." He said. I sighed. "Tatum. She's mad because I have spoken to her recently. Cause I've been with Harry you know." I told him. "Well Sophia, you can't forget your friends." He told me. "I know Niall." I said. He nodded. "So Harry?" He asked. I shrugged. "He's so sweet. But I don't know if we're going anywhere Niall." I said sighing. Niall laughed a little. "Chin up love. He can't stop talking about you in there." He told me. I smiled a little. "Niall will you be my new best friend?" I asked. He laughed. "Of course! We can go shopping and get our nails done!" He told me. I laughed. "Sounds fetch." I told him. He just laughed at me. "Louis hush!" I heard El yell. Niall and I turned around to see all of them looking at us. "How long have y'all been there?" I asked. Harry seemed mad, so I'm guessing not to long. He just crossed his arms. "Get in the car Sophia." He told me. I got in the car, in the passengers seat. He locked everyone else out and turned to me. "What was that?" He asked, flames in his eyes. Is that jealousy? "Niall was giving me advice." "On how to put your head on his shoulder?" "On if you like me or not." I told him. He hushed but still looked at me, in convinced. He let Liam and Niall in the car before we drove off. I just looked out the window the whole time. The ride was long and silent. I looked over at Harry a few times, but he just stared at the road. Once we pulled up to Harry's he yanked out his keys and stormed into the house. I sighed and walked in slowly, everyone else following. "Goodnight guys." I said as they all were taking their shoes off. I walked upstairs and into Harry's room. He wasn't there, so I turned around to leave and he was standing there, and shut the door. The way he looked at me with such a hard stare. I got a chill. We just stared at each other until I felt as big as an ant. "I'm sorry." I said. He just stared. "He was just comforting me and-" "about what." He said sternly. I just gulped. "About you and our relationship." I said, then quickly changed my words. "Our.. Friendship." I said, almost unclear of what I was thinking. I just needed to change the word. He loosened his stare. "Talk to me, please." He said, moving closer to me. I backed up a bit. He seemed taken back. "What are we doing?" I asked, in a confident voice looking up at him. He looked down at me, inching towards me until one hand found the small of my back and pulled me closer. "I thought we were becoming something." He said. I just looked down. "Will I have to hide with you everyday?" I asked, moving my hair behind my ear. He cupped my face in his hands. And my blues met his emeralds. "Not for long." He told me. I shook my head, breaking the contact. "Sophia your my student. You can't expect me to be your Prince Charming in public." "Can I even expect you to be there for me?" "Of course!" He yelled. I just turned my back toward him. "Do you want me?" I asked, whipping around and staring at him. He just stared at me. He went to grab me but I pushed him back. He sighed and ran his hand through his brown curls. "Oh course Soph. Just hang in there with me a little more so things can get more serious. This stuff takes time for me." He said, sitting on the bed, his head in his hands. "Okay." I whispered, putting my hand on his for a second before walking out and going downstairs into the kitchen. The tears I held back are making my throat hurt. When I went down there I saw Niall in a T shirt that hugged against his body, his hair messy and some grey sweats. He was sipping tea. I grabbed a water bottle before sitting next to him. "How it go?" He asked. I shrugged, finally calming down. "Better than expected." I said. He nodded. "Why are you up? It's midnight." I said. Damn, we were talking for like an hour. "Couldn't sleep." He said, taking another sip of tea. He hasn't made any eye contact with me until he said those words. He went to open his mouth to say something, but nothing came out. I gave him a little half smile before standing up, kissing his cheek and heading upstairs. He's so cute. Ugh. I feel like my relationship with Niall is better than Harry's and it's been like hours long. I walked upstairs and into Harry's room. He was laying in bed on his phone. I put my phone on the bedside table and plugged it into the charger before stripping and just throwing on Harry's tank top which was really long and showed pretty much my bra at the top. Harry looked over at me and I went to the other side and climbed in. I laid down, facing in towards him and I looked at him. He looked at me. "I'm sorry." He told me, brushing back my hair. I just shrugged. He shook his head. "No. I really am." He said. I smiled a little. That meant a lot to me. He leaned in and kissed my forehead. I smiled as my cheeks grew one thousand degrees hotter. He smirked a little and kissed my lips. I put my hand on his cheek while he pulled me closer. He stuck his tongue in my mouth and feeling it graze across mine with ease and confidence. I just melted to his commands. His hands slowly inched down to my but and he stopped kissing me to leave kisses down my neck. I grabbed his hair and pulled back lightly as he let my skin go. "Harry I have school.. In a few hours.." I said as he started to push my tank top up. "Call in. You can't walk." He said, winking at me as my eyes went wide. He grabbed my hips and climbed on top of me as he slipped off my shirt and started kissing down my chest and taking my bra off. Should I let him? I'm extremely turned on, but do I want to lose my virginity like this? When I snapped out of my thoughts and back into reality, he was flicking my nipples with the tip of his tongue. I bawled his hair up in my fist. God he's so sexy.. I moaned a little as the kisses trailed down my stomach to my panty line. He looked up at me and I just nodded. He slipped them off and threw them some where. I've never felt so completely exposed. He just made his kisses go lower and lower until he kissed my core. I shivered as my whole body grew hot. He licked me once and I was done. "uh..uh.." I moaned as his tongue hit my clit. He flicked my clit super fast with his tongue and I was in heaven. "Ha..Harry.." I moaned. He pulled away and looked at me. I had a bead of sweat go down the side of my face. He smiled at me. "Feel good princess?" He asked, rubbing my clit with his finger. I spread my legs a little more and nodded. He smiled at me while he held his finger up toward me. I just looked at him. "Suck on it baby." He said. I just wrapped my lips around the finger and suck a few times before he pulled away. I laid back on the bed and I felt something go inside me and it was painful. Oh painful. "Ow!" I yelled. He took it out then put it back in. I looked down, and it was his finger. I looked at him and he smiled at me. "Nice and tight baby. Lay down, you have quite a ride." He told me. I just took a deep breath and laid back. After a few minutes his finger didn't hurt anymore, it actually felt good. I started to moan a little. "Keep it down okay baby?" He asked, fingering me. He pulled his finger out and their was blood on it. I freak out. "Hey, it's okay!" He said, putting his hand on my shoulder, grabbing a towel and wiping his finger off on it. "It's your cherry." He told me. I giggled. "What?" I asked. He just shook his head. He climbed back on top and I saw him take a condom out of the bedside drawer. He ripped it open and put it on. I was beyond scared. He kissed me and cupped my cheek. "Hold on to me baby, if it hurts again just tell me. Okay? I want you to be comfortable." He told me. I nodded and he kissed my lips before lining up at my entrance. Here it goes.. I'm losing my virginity. He pushed in a little and I felt tears just stream down my face as he pushed in. "OWWW." I yelled. He shhed me a little, taking it out. He wiped my tears and kissed me a billion times. "Does it still hurt?" He asked. I shook my head no. He lined up again and started to go in slower. I held my breath. It didn't hurt that bad this time. But once he got half way in, I was screaming again. He told me it would be okay and that it would be worth it if he could just keep going. I was crying but slowly nodded. He smiled and kissed my lips as he put it in. I cried a little more, but I mostly okay. He let it rest inside of me for a minute, he wiped my tears and told me how good I was doing. I just nodded and told him to keep going when it stopped hurting. He pulled out a little and pushed back in. He did this a lot before I told him I could take it fully. He pulled all the way out and back in. It felt so good. Oh god. He told me to be quiet but moans slipped through my mouth every few minutes. He started to lick my nipple, thrust and rub my clit at the same time. I just held onto him so tightly. My nails were digging into his back. My back started to arch and he went so fast. Oh god so fast. My whole body moved with his. I just moaned and moaned. I felt my stomach go tight and it started feeling extra good. I thought I was in heaven. "I think.." I got out before Harry said. "Me too." He went so fast. My god. I threw my head back and let out the loudest moan as I fell back on the bed and Harry soon fell next to me.

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~Sadie