I Went to go take a shower and clear my mind. But No matter what i did i just couldnt shake T out of my head. She did talk some sense into me . I decided to go check on her.
I knocked on the door
T : who is it ?
She sounded like she was still crying .
Me : Its Roc . T open up
T : Umm .. Hold on
What the hell is she doing ?! Graduatin ?! I sighed and stood there for a good 5 minutes. She finally opened up. Her eyes were red and puffy. She had on a sweater and some shorts which revealed the bruises on her legs. The more i thought about it made me wanna beat his ass all over again.
Me : Are you okay ?
She gave me that really?- look
T : Do I look okay ?
Me : Can i come in ?
She opened the door allowing me to enter . I sat on her bed and she joined me.
I felt bad
Me: dang T, Why'd you go?
She started tearing up
T : the reason i went to his house was because if i didn't then he would've teased me about it.People would say that im scared or a punk and call me all kinds of names. I cant go back to being bullied. I cant
She was now crying.
T: I cant ! I came too far to go back there. Roc every night im in here tossin and turnin, bein haunted in my sleep of those days. I cant take it any more
I reached for her arm but she jumped At my touch like it hurt. I knew that look anywhere. My mom used to have the same look. After my dad finished beating her, she'd lock herself in the bathroom and... cut herself. When she was done she'd hug me. Everytime she'd wrap her other arm around me she'd jump a little.
Me: Did you -
She buried her face into my chest as she cried. I held her like i did before but this time with more.... feeling. I think thats the word for it .
Me: You don't have to worry about him anymore im sorry, its my fault
i said as i kissed her forehead.
Am I getting feelings for her? No i cant be. I dont know... Ive never done this for anyone. She nodded her head as she cried .
Me: Promise me something?
She managed to look up at me.
Me: promise me you'll stop
I was serious i didnt want her hurting herself . She already knew what i was talkin about. She nodded. I held out my pinky in hopes to lighten the mood.
T: - sniffles - you call the big ol thang a pinky ?!
I couldn't help but laugh. I looked down and she was smiling.
Me: Thats what i like to see
She looked down not wanting to look into my eyes. But then our eyes met, I stared into her eyes , its funny how i still think they're beautiful even when they're red and puffy.
T: I - I better go umm.. get cleaned up
Me: oh okay
I walked out her room, plopped on my bed & stared at the ceiling .
** END OF POV **
~ Teyana's POV ~
That was completely normal... Not! Roc actually cares ? I guess I did talk some sense into him. I fell asleep i the midst of my thoughts. Just like the other nights i had a nightmare. A few minutes later my door opened. Somebody came and got into my bed . It was Roc. He held my from behind and said
Roc : Its gonna be okay , nothings gonna happen while im here
I immediatly relaxed , i was put at ease knowin that Roc was there to protect me . Maybe i am fallin for him .... ANYWAYSSS ! I woke up and he was still there with his arms around me . I slowly got up being careful not to wake him. I did my hygene things, put my hair in a messy bun and went into the kitchen to resume my routine of cooking breakfast. I decided to make a big breakfast. I made pancakes, eggs , bacon , muffins , sausage , grits , french toast and i got some more orange juice . I went upstairs into Prod's room , he was still sleep , usually once the smell of food hits his nostrils he's up and at it.
Me: Prod
I tapped him a few times
Me : Prod !
He jumped up and scared me so i screamed, then Roc came into Prods room half sleep
Roc : huh ? What happened ?
I couldnt help but bust out laughin.
Prod : what ?
Me : Breakfast is ready , i suggest you eat before its time to get ready for school.
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