Chapter 7: Moving On???

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Hello friends! I tried so hard to make this update because tomorrow I’ll be out and I don’t know if I will have time to UD. So, EXO-K performed at S/S Seoul Girl Collection and I saw their photos and ok I’m dead already. HAHA! Wishing to see fancams later. HAHAH.

BTW. This chapter will have Tagalog conversation. To my foreign friends you can freely ask me. :D

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 [Sheeana’s POV]

Days go by fast, the Kpop Festival had ended and my heart is still broken. Why? My best friend confessed to me that he still loves her Ex-girlfriend and he want me to help him to get her back. Funny right?

I am here sitting in front of my friends telling my heart breaking story. My friends are sitting in front of me while I tell them the whole story.

“WHAT?! Mahal parin ni Othello yung EX niya??! Ang baliw naman nun! Pag katapos siyang lokohin? Mahal niya parin yung witch na yun?!” Onia is almost shouting now.

“grabe ha! Annah cheated on him right? And he still wants her back?! Wag na wag kang iiyak Sheeana ha! You don’t deserve this!” yumakap naman sa akin si Marie na para bang gusto niya talga akong umiyak

“Ano ba!? Hindi talaga ako iiyak no! nakaiyak na kaya ako. Thanks to Steven”

“WOAAAH! So, close na kayo ni Steven? Friend! Kay Steven ka nalang! It’s so obvious he really likes you SO MUCH!” umaandar na naman ang kabaliwan ni Onia

“Girls! Stop it. Sheeana might get confuse” my one and only serious friend is talking, Nice.

“Nice! Ano ka ba naman! Bulag lang kasi yan si Sheeana e! It’s so obvious that Othello doesn’t know that Sheeana loves her more than friend and Steven likes her so much” Marie keeps on adding some nonsense matters

“EXACTYL! You know what! I think you should hang out more together!” Onia added

“HOOOOOOOOOOO~ akala ko pa naman i-cocomfort niyo ako? Bakit binebenta niyo na agad ako sa iba? Hindi niyo ba feel? Yung puso ko durog na durog. Parang hindi ko pa kaya” I know. I am being dramatic but so what? I’m hurt!

“Hindi naman namin sinabi na gawin mong panakip butas si Steven e. Our point is you should let go of someone that doesn’t even care to you and have time to those who exert effort to make you happy” Onia’s speech is indeed right but it hurts.

“Othello cares about me. I know that” why on earth I’m like this? He is hurting me but I keep on taking his side

“WE KNOW! Yes! Othello cares about you because you’re his ONLY best friend. Hindi ko alam kung anong gayuma pinakain sayo nan ni Othello at ang martyr martyr mo e!” Marie scolds me

“Niiiice, help. They are scolding me” with this kind of matter Nice is always with me. She always takes my side even though it’s not right

“You know what guys? We should let time heal her heart. If we push her too much to Steven it’s 60/50. 60% it may turn out bad because it’s just one week since they knew each other. 50% it may turn out well because I’m also sure that Steven likes Sheeana” Nice is being reasonable now

“hmmm. Okay! I think we should let the TIME heal her but I will make that 50% be 100%. Boto kasi ako kay Steven, feeling ko kasi kapag siya naging boyfriend mo Sheeana magiging happy ka. Ang bait niya kaya!” Onia added

“Ano ba naman kayo? Grabe ha! Pero oo, mabait talaga si Steven, sobrang bait, gentleman, sweet, he’s always there when I’m in trouble and…… handsome” I don’t know why I say these stuffs

“VERY HANDSOME!” Nice, Onia and Marie said in unison and we all laugh

“Sheeana my advice is you should let go of Othello. You’ll be hurt more if you will continue to love him more than friends. I think you should face the reality” I can’t believe that Nice is saying this stuff to me

“So, you’re saying that Sheeana must confess her feelings to Othello and move on?” Marie ask with confusion

“If Sheeana will confess her feelings towards Othello their friendship will be on the line” Nice added

“guys! Stop confusing me. What should I do?” I pleaded

“It’s up to you. We are just saying our thoughts. I agree with Nice. If you continue loving him more that friend you’ll be hurt.” Onia said

“That’s right. Para mo nang niloko ang sarili mo kung ipagpapatuloy mo parin yung pagmamahal mo nayan kay Steven”

It seems like they are all agreeing that I should confess to Othello my feelings towards him so that I will not be hurt anymore. But, what about our friendship? I think it’s kind of awkward if I confess that I love him more than friends

“So, what’s your plan?” Nice ask me breaking me for over thinking

“Hmm. I will confess my feelings and help him to get Annah back” I blurted out

“what about your feelings for him?” Onia ask

“There’s no other choice. I will move on, I know that moving on is hard but I know I can make it. Right?” I smile at them and they all hug me.

“Paano si Steven?” Marie ask me while we are hugging each other

“Steven is a good friend and I don’t want to use him to move on. Nothing will change with our friendship” I answer back

“hmmm. Let’s see. I hope you two end up with each other’s arms” Onia jump in to my bed and put out her phone

“come on now. enough with this matter. I’m so damn tired. K-festival is over! Next will be graduation practice!” We all celebrate

They all lay down on my bed. Yes, we fit on my bed. I’m the only girl and my dad treats me as his princess. So, my bed is seriously big. HUGE. HAHA.

I will try to forget my feelings towards Othello. I know that loving him more than friends might kill me inside. I know that he only see me as his sister but deep inside me I hope that he will change his mind and run back to me. I hope that he will realize that I love him so much and return all my feelings.

What’s happening to me? I don’t want to be hurt anymore so I guess my only choice is to move one. I wish that someone will save me.

Before going to bed I open my facebook account and update my status

“They said that moving on to their girlfriend/boyfriend is the hardest part of life. But for me, moving on to someone that doesn’t even yours will be the hardest”

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Sheeana will move on? Really? Move on to someone that doesn’t even yours? Wow! It can really happen in real life! I think?? Hahah! Yes! I’m sure. It happened to me. HAHAHHA!

So, this chapter is short because I need to sleep early because my mother is keeping on nagging me and it’s annoying.

Sorry for the grammar and typo errors. I wrote this chapter in Taglish because I think it will be more intense if they will have that type of conversation. To my foreign friends you can freely ask me if you can’t understand this chapter.  I will answer you gladly.

 look their at the right side. Who do you want? Othello or Steven?? :))) <3 cr: owner of the pic

Thanks for reading! Hope you enjoy! Comments, votes and suggestion are welcome. :D

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