Dear Vannah,
Hey, babes, you get another letter 'cause you're so special. You have special needs!
I won't tell whoever's reading this what you're going through. They don't know you, so why would they need to know what's happening to you? They don't. It's personal to you and I only know 'cause you're my best friend. You may never see this, but I still want to say this: I am here. I have always been here and I will continue to be here until one of us is dead. I will never abandon you to go through this shit on your own. I will never tell you what you so desperately think is true. I will not lie to you. You are my best friend in the world and I love you more than anything. You're a huge part of my life. So I will not allow you to lose yourself in everything that's happening. However, this is not to say I will let you suffer. I will drag you back from the edge every time I have to, but if you have to jump over I will let you go. If you need to go I will not force you to stay. It is ultimately your choice.
Love, Winter
