Mom,
Do you even deserve that name anymore? Can you really handle all ut entails, 'Mother'? I don't think you can, cause you've fucked up thus far. Do you even realize what you've done to me? DO YOU?!
Do you know how many fucking times I've cried because of you? You have singlehandedly caused me more pain than anyone else in existence. You have crushed my heart so many times, continuously pushed me into the dirt until I cant get up again. I keep giving you chances, the goddamn benefit of the doubt, and what do you do? You continue to show me that every time I try to open back up and let you into my heart, you'll just stomp and spit all over it. Just because you're my mother doesn't mean you get to treat me like shit. You are not my master or my lord. I do not bow to you. You do not fucking OWN me.
You know how kids always say, "When I grow up, I want to be just like my parents"? That's bullshit. I will never want to be you.
-Me
