Leilani
~3 Days Later~
Fucking Vash.
This is all his fault. Every last bit. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be in this position right now. I wouldn't be kneeling here, heaving into a toilet bowl if not for him. I wouldn't be vomiting, retching, and gagging as my throat grows more and more raw. Tears wouldn't be falling from my eyes, rolling down my cheeks, and I wouldn't be crying.
If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be doing any of this. None of this would even be happening. Everything would be fine and dandy. I would probably even be on my merry way to July but instead...
Another spell of puke projects from my mouth, splashing into the toilet bowl, burning my nose and throat. Soft sobs fall from my lips as I shake and quiver.
This sucks. This sucks so much. I hate this. My body feels as if it is betraying me, puking up anything I try to eat, but also while being so hungry. My eyes burn with exhaustion from my busy mind keeping me awake night and day. And my body aches from all the gagging and coughing that twitches my muscles, leaving me crippled. My thoughts are loud, but it feels as if there is nothing I can do to silence it.
And it's all because of Vash. If it wasn't for him... If it wasn't for those moments we spent tangled together... If I had kept my distance.
Another hurl and more tears.
I can't do this.
**Ello lovelies! I know, another short chapter (super short this time), and another look into Leilani's head. To be fair, she is still going through a lot. Being pregnant is a major shock to her. Now, that said, do you agree with her blaming Vash like that? I mean, she is stunned, which is fair, but is it fair to just blame our sweet boy Vash like that? I'm writing this story, and I don't even agree with that (it takes two to consensually tango). Feel free to let me know what you think. I won't lie, though I feel kinda bad for her, she's mainly getting on my nerves. Not as much as Gojo annoys Gege in JJK, but she's frustrating. Hopefully, soon we'll get a more tolerable Leilani (no promises, though – sorry). Well, until the next chapter, thank y'all so much for all the love and support! Y'all are coolio! Wuv yous!! <3**
-Noel Ross
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