Who's she? (Chris sturniolo)

Part 21

Victoria pov

I just told him my like, everything?

Yeah everything, mostly

I had my elbows rested on the island in my kitchen and was holding a Pepsi

Chris sat across from me

"Go on" i nodded my head

"Go on about what" he laughed, knowing very well what I wanted him to go on about

"Seriously" I said dropping my head low "if I have to be honest" I looked at him "then you have to be honest"

"I am being honest" he squinted his eyes at me

"So then" I said standing up straight "tell me something"

"What should I tell you" he asked

"I dunno, something only Matt and Nick know or something only you know, whatever you want, whatever you're comfortable with" I said

I looked at the time, 4am

He was thinking "ok" he said slowly "sometimes I cry before I go to bed" he said

"I knew that" I said softly as I walked around the island and sat next to him

"How" he said

"I am a very loyal cut the camera podcast listener" I said raising my right hand with my left one on my heart

He laughed at my remark

"I've never had a girlfriend" he said

"I know that too" I say softly, he wouldn't look at me

(A/n this is fiction, I am truly unsure of what could possibly be true, except some things obviously)

"Ok" he said "I'm scared"

"What are you scared of" I asked

"You, people, commitment, everything" he said shaking his head

"Me?" I asked

"Not like, I'm scared of you" he said "more like I'm scared to hurt you, I don't want you to one day decide that you hate me, I'm scared I'm gonna say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing and you're just gonna disappear"

"Hey" I said holding his hand "I'm not going anywhere"

"You say that now" he said, he took a deep breath "you know, we're both very similar"

"Yeah" I said giving him a small smile "we are"

"Screw you" he laughed wiping his eyes

"Are you crying too" I laughed

"Yeah mother fucker" he laughed

"YES!" I said excitedly standing up "I made you cry"

"What the fuck" he laughed

"Well not in a bad way of course" I said putting aside my excitement for a moment, I quickly returned "I knew you could be fucking sentimental or whatever the shit you wanna call it" I laughed

"I blame you" he laughed standing up too

"I made you cry! I made you cry!" I said in a sing song voice doing a little dance and laughing "oh my god" I said stopping "I need to tell Nick" I laughed

"Nope" he said laughing

"Yep" I said slowly backing away from him out of the kitchen

"Victoria" he said

"Christopher" I said jokingly

We both started laughing as I ran upstairs to my room him following me

I ran into my room and so did he

He picked me up and fell back on my bed

"I was joking" I said laughing

"Well I wasn't just gonna let you get away" he laughed kissing my cheek

"You're too goofy kid" I laughed

"Shhh" he laughed not letting go of me "I'm tired"

"Well it is four in the morning" I said, I looked at him for a moment, before it set in "wait" I said

He let go of me unwillingly and we both sat up

"Matt and Nick don't know you're here" I said "like they know you're here but like, I was supposed to bring you home"

"It's fine" he said wrapping his arms around my waist and burring his head in the crook of my neck

"Just tell them" I laughed as he kissed my neck

He pulled away from me and gave me an annoyed look "what does anyone gain from knowing where I am"

"Well, Matt and Nick know ur fine" I laughed, I thought about it for a second "and if it makes you feel better I'll let you finally give me a hickey"

"Where's my phone" he laughed almost pushing me off my own bed

Authors note
Love youhhyyyuu

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