A Marriage Contract •Kim x Macau•

chapter 11

Kim's pov

I went to my room , specifically to the balcony , putting my hands on the balustrade , I let out a deep breath , I saw Porchay earlier , I was shocked when I saw him , he was retrieving things that he forgot at the mansion , Macau left the room so suddenly without looking back , we didn't have a long talk , just a small talk , we both asked each other's how we're doing , we didn't talk about personal thing

I would have of course asked him to become mine again but when I thought of it , I just couldn't feel the same emotion as before , it feels like I no longer have feelings for him , it was like all my feelings were gone for him , when I saw him in the morning , I just didn't feel like talking to him , I thought my heart would ached if I open my mouth but it didn't , I let out a sigh , Macau seems to be quite nice and kind , he was sometimes mysterious , not sure why

Plus going out sometimes would be good for me , changing the view for me is better , instead of sitting and waiting for that person who would never be yours again , it's better to go far from here , move on , I looked down , Macau returned the watch to me , I closed my eyes , I'm glad Macau didn't refuse to hang out with me tomorrow , he can make me more lively , I'm usually someone who's cold , I don't really like going out but sometimes I see Macau being bored in the house , he doesn't have anything else to do except to sleep

I also got nothing much to do , I let out a sigh , going to my bed , I layed down , I've got nothing much to do , it was still early , thinking of it , I've never seen Macau laugh but only once with Vegas and Pete , he's bored , the same as me , he goes out from times to time , trying to get rid to his boredom , I let out a sigh

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NEXT DAY
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I was in the kitchen , taking some drinks and putting it in a bag , it was 10:01 a.m and Macau was still in his room , was he still sleeping? Weird.. I walked upstairs and open the door , forgetting to knock , I saw him shirtless infront of the mirror , then again , I narrowed my eyes , seeing the scars on his back , many , plenty scars , covered his back , he saw me in the corner of his eyes

"Please get out"

His voice sounded irritated , did I do something wrong again? I got out of the room and walked downstairs , he sounded rude but his voice seemed cold and steady , lacking of emotions , I took the back and put it in the car , it was hot today , I let out a sigh , I saw Macau coming downstairs , wearing a short and a shirt , he had a bag with him  

"Sorry about earlier"

I nodded , though I don't know why the hell he talked to me like that but I feel like if I asked , I will get no answer , just a 'none of your business' , him talking like this made me remember of the first time he talked to me and I said that , maybe I truly was rude to him , I shouldn't be too rude , I drove for 30 minutes , the beach was a bit far from my place , I parked my car near a tree , that spot was a good place to park my car , I got down and saw Macau yawn

"You're still tired?"

He nodded , I chuckle , what a lazy ass , I took the basket and a bag with me , he put the beach mat , laying it on the sand as I put the things down , I sat on the mat and let out a sigh , I sigh , it was hot , the sun might kill us later , the way the heat keeps bothering my head these few days , I was sweating , I wipe the sweat with my hand , I heard rustling , I looked behind and saw Macau , handing me a drink , I looked up to him , seeing his blue eyes , I never noticed he had blue eyes until now

They were bright and very gorgeous , I thought he had brown eyes but I guess I never truly payed attention , looking at him now , I realised that I had never payed attention to Macau before , ever since he stepped in the house , I isolated myself except for missions and food , I didn't really care to see him or befriend him , he seemed pure and innocent but yet dangerous , I thought he was just a usual guy , never knew he would actually take the steps of Vegas

He's taken the path of Vegas , becoming someone who can acts all innocent but is very cunning , I honestly admire him , I take the drink and thanked him , he sat down but I caught myself staring at him , he was kind and nice , I smiled a little as I drank the juice , I wonder if Kinn got the guy , I let out a deep breath

"So what do you want to eat? My treat"

He looked at me and smiled

"There's a small stall over there , let's go there"

He seems to be cheerful , I nodded , I followed him and there was a stall , we ordered food and ate in silence , the silence was kinda awkward , we finished our food and got back to our place , I thought it would be a good idea going into but guess it wasn't

"Macau!"

I heard a loud yelled , a voice that I couldn't recognised , I turned around and saw a guy , which seemed to be the same age as him , almost the same height as him , they seemed to be friends , Macau was talking with him , must be friends from school , about school , I assumed school must've finished for Macau since I don't see him go anymore , I let out a sigh