a continued continued a beautiful lie

let's party

I woke up the next morning with dry throat and stinging eyes from how much I cried the night before

I turned to see tom and the second I laid my eyes on him my heart felt heavy because of what I did last night
I just stared and admired him for a while
He's so beautiful my precious boy

I leaned over him and kissed him on the cheeks and lips till he woke

He slightly opend his eyes to see me and just wrapped his arms around me as I rest my head on his chest

"How long you been awake"

"Not long" my voice was shaky

"Are u okay?"tom says concerned

"Mhm" since last night I'm scared how I might randomly switch

"How about we go somewhere today "tom asks

"Yeah if you want" i said not really caring where we go but I'll be happier if there's drinks

"Cmon we'll ask the boys for ideas"
He pulls me out of bed and helps me up onto my feet and kissed me on my head holding my hand leading me downstairs

"Hey tay" Gustav said
"You okay today "georg asked

"Hey, yeah I'm fine " I stated with a half hearted smile

Bills walks into the living room where we're all sat and took a seat for himself

"Sooo do you boys have any ideas where we can go tonight" tom said

"CLUB!" Gustav said
"Yess we havnt been to one in ages "bill squealed
Georg just shrugged his shoulder with a side smile as if to say he doesn't mind

Tom turn his head to me next to him
"Is that okay with u Taylor?"Tom says caringly asking because the last time I was in a club was traumatising

"Yh we can go " I say
I wanted to go the club just to get my mind off things but maybe it would put my mind on the old things

"Settled then"bill says with a sweet smile

****Few hour time skip

I had my everything shower and put on some low rise jeans and a deep red tank top with distorted images on also worn with a pair of heels

My hair was blown out framing my face and my eye makeup all smokey

I spray some of Tom's aftershave all over myself and make my way downstairs where all the boys but tom was

"Check Tay out " bill says giggling makin Georg and Gustav chuckle

I let out a big smile making my way to the kitchen
I see Tom sat by the kitchen counter wearing a black bandana around his braids, black jeans and a green sweater which hugs his body nicely bringing out his muscular arms and shoulders
"What do u think?" I say twirling in a circle showing Tom my outfit

"More then beautiful" Toms says looking me up and down

I walk up closer to him to get him a hug and a kiss on the check while he rest his arms around my waist

"Let's go then " Tom says walkin out the kitchen guiding me by his arm around my waist

"Let's go boys " Toms says as he clapped his hand and rubbed then together excited

The boys get up following his orders

We're all walkin out the house startin with the boys first gettin in there cars and tom giving a single slap to my ass in a playful way to get me out the house so he can lock up

We get in the car and Toms already revving his engine ready for a race to the club

He of course wins .