a continued continued a beautiful lie

only a fool for tom kaulitz

tom lifts me up of the counter and stood me on my feet he held my hand whilst walking Infrint of me pulling me around the house whilst he finds his keys
We got outside to the car and he opened the door sat me down in the passenger and did my seat belt giving me a kiss on the forehead
He started driving but not at his normal speeding pace most likely because he knows I'm on edge today

He pulls up the place where he proposed
He jumps out the car and comes to get me out
The beautiful orchids
We sat on the same hill overlooking the view we just sat quietly for a few minutes
Tom pulled me closer to him so I could lye on him
He moved my curly hair to the side so he could kiss my neck

He wrapped his arms around me restin his hands on both my thighs whilst kissing my neck
I just sat there peacefully and put my hand on his and held it
"I love u so fuckin much Taylor"
I turned my head to look behind me to see him staring straight into my eyes
Oh his beautiful eyes everytime I look into them I get lost and all I can think about is how much I love him
"I love u too tom "
"I'm so sorry for today baby I promise u it won't happen again I don't want to ever hurt u like that I really didn't mean to "
"It's okay Tom"
"It's not tho Taylor the whole time u was gone i can't even put into words of how it felt to me and for me to treat u like how I used to it's not okay don't tell me it's okay to make me feel better , Taylor your still free to leave ur not trapped anymore and if you leave I'll guide u every step of the way if you want me to I'm not stopping you "
"I can't tom " I say with no emotion because I know the old Taylor would be mad the fact I'm free to leave but im still here
"I don't want u to leave I can't live without you Taylor but if it means u will be happier then I can live with that " he says

"Tom I don't want to live the rest of my life without u and I couldn't i love u to much
your the only reason why I havnt given up I don't see living the rest of my life with any other man except u even if u don't change and they would treat me better I still wouldn't and couldn't leave "

"I love u Taylor Valtore"
"I love u too Tom Kaulitz