Undecided Feelings [ON GOING]

Prologue

My family is providing me everything. Hindi sila nag kulang sa pag mamahal, pag aaruga at higit sa lahat ang ibigay sakin ang mga bagay na gusto ko.

"Mommy maglalaro muna kami ni Vin" malambing na saad ko sabay yakap sa kanya.

"Sure baby"

I thought everything was fine. I was just a naive young little girl who just want to play all day long.

Dali dali akong pumunta sa bahay nila Vin at pag katok ko mommy nya agad ang bumungad sa'kin.

Medyo na gulat si tita Marie nag makita nya'ko "Oh..Ishia.. pasok ka" she greeted me with a warm welcome.

As I entered there house dumiresto agad ako sa kuwarto ni Vin.

"Hi Vin!" I said with excitedly.

Medyo na gulat pa sya nag bigla nalang ako sumugod sa kuwarto nya. It become my habit to greet him and just suddenly brag in without a warn, it makes me laugh everytime nagugulat ko sya.

"Hi Ishia! tingnan mo toh binilhan ako ni mommy ng bagong laruan... tawag dito ay dama two players daw kailagan dito kaya sakto lng toh para sating dalawa" he said excitedly then tap his bed, offering me to sit beside him.

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After some hours nagsawa na din kami sa kakalaro ng dama. It was fun kasi parehas bago samin ang laro na yon. Nag paalam na'ko kay Vin at dumiretso na sa bahay namin.

Habang papalapit ako ng papalapit saming bahay I heard some noise. It was my mommy and daddy voices. Sumilip ako sa bintana and I saw them fighting, hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko non. I just found myself entering the backdoor and went to my bedroom. I can still hear there voice, echoing in our house.

Habang umiiyak ako hindi ko na namalayan na unti-unti akong nakakatulog hanggang sa hindi ko na marinig ang mga boses nila mommy and daddy.

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I was excited to see Vin again its been days since my mom wouldn't let me visit them again. Nagtataka ako nung una kung bakit ayaw ako ni mommy bumisita sa kanila pero nung mga time na yon sinabi sakin ni mommy na gumawa daw ako ng mga letters para kay Vin.

I hold my mommy hand as she knock the door. As always si tita Marie ang laging nagbubukas ng pintuan. She smile to us and greet me and my mommy.

I was excited to see Vin again kaya naman umakyat agad ako papuntang bedroom nya.

I heard my mommy voice as I hurdly climb in the staircase
"Dahan-dahan pag akyat Ishia!"

"Yes mommy" I said and continue towards Vin bedroom.

"Hi Vin! Look what I've have for you" I excitedly said as I show him the letter I made.

"Para san toh?" Nagtatakang tanong nya.

"My mommy said I should make you some letters...so I made some for you" I walk towards him as I close the door and hand him the letters.

"Thanks" he smile as he receive the letters.

"I uhmm...also made this for you"

Sinukat nya ito and it made me smile nang sumakto lng sa kanya ang gawa kong braclet.

"Iingatan ko toh Ishia" he smile to me and he get up to bed. He was looking for something.

He handed me a stolen shoot photo where we was playing pogs.

"My mom took it while were busy playing that day... also mom said last night I should give it to you as a gift"

"Vin! Ishia! Come down here" tita Marie shouted.

As we get down we saw our mothers waiting for us.

"Anong meron mom?" Nagtatakang tanong ni Vin.

"Well....tomorrow Ishia and me is going to her grandparents" my mom explained. "And Im not sure how long we will be staying there" she added.

"Ibig sabihin ba nito tita Elissa...hindi na kami magkikita ni Ishia?"

"Magkikita parin naman kayo...s-sa tamang panahon" She said nervously. "Ishia say goodbye to Vin"

I hug Vin as my mommy said that "Goodbye Vin, don't forget me okay? Let's see each other again soon" I said while some tears are coming.

He hug me tight "Take care Ishia...mamimiss kita. Hindi rin kita basta basta malilimutan"

After that my mommy and I get back to our house she continue packing somethings and before I knew it I was standing at my grandparents house.

I thought everything was completely fine until I grow older I just realize that the things around me are just all lies.

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AUTHOR NOTE:

Hi to my reader's! This is my first story that been stock nung last year. I haven't come up with the plot. Before kasi ang gulo din ng gusto kong mangyari hehe... Anywas I'm improving my writing skills and some of my grammar might be wrong so pls bear with me.I'd be happy if you correct some of my mistake and wag nyo din po sanang ireport ang story ko. If you find it boring and your feel this story is not for you then pls wag nyo pong idaan sa report. Thats all I wanted to say I hope you enjoy reading this see you in chapter 1!:)

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