21st thoughts

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#21st Entry

A b s e n c e.

In nothingness, I yearn for you..
Piling up questions about the things I should do.
What can be done? What can be undone?
For when I was in my darkest hours, you left! You were gone.

I seek in the middle of our moments,
The answer unspoken to our doubtful feelings.
I found nothing, not even those words of loving..
Were all those lies that I'm believing?

I yelled. Screaming your name in the middle of one and three am..
Solemnity answered back when darkness consumed my being.
You were supposed to be there, here on the other side of the bed..
Coz you know the wars happening inside my head.

Your absence caused unquenchable thirst,
You should've walked away when you saw me in tears.
Your absence caused a thousand years of longing,
You know I've been undead, but why did you left me hurting?

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