To all the boys I loved before- Bojan Cvjeticanin Edition

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So next letter I wrote when I was 12 I think.
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dear Oliver

You know how we always have a blast playing video games or talking about our favorite superheroes? Well, I just wanted to say that those moments are the absolute best. It's like my day gets way better when we hang out.

And, um, there's something else. I think you're really cool. Like, really, really cool. i start to catch feelings for you I don't know how to explain it, but when I'm around you, everything feels a bit more fun. i will be realy sad when middle school ends becouse i will probbly not tell you all this ...
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We were friends but not that close one , in the end of 9 grade we were almost not friends anymore but I had big crush on him really hope it was not obvious. And as I thought we stopped talking when high school happened. We follow each other on social media and I am pretty sure he still lives in town. And at the time I knew his address so I am really scared for this one. There is big possibility he still lives in same address or maybe his parents still lives there and they can send him letters .I don't know all I know is that I am fu**ed.

"It's okey , every thing is gonna be fine " my thoughts were interrupted by Emma trying to calm me down.
" no it's not " I said panicking
" let's go to sleep and we will discuss this tomorrow " said Emilia half asleep

We did as told but I could stop thinking about all this and I didn't sleep not even for a minute.
This one is from freshman year of high school
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Third letter
Dear Mike
There is no words that could describe my feelings towards you. I first saw you on second day of summer and I can say my days are better now even do we never talked . We don't count hello and bye. I would love love to try to know you better if you want to ofc ........

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I remember seeing him on second day of summer and thinking o he is hot and then my heart stopped when I found out he was on second year of high school so one year older than me in MY HIGH SCHOOL . He helped me to get to class once and I couldn't stop thinking about him all day I didn't even know what was happening around me He was my crush for majority of the year but god knows he was out of my league. My feelings towards him slowly started to fade when he started dating some girl and his attitude started to change or I was blind before I don't know probably second. But as far as I know I didn't write address on and there are a lot of mikes right right?

O fu*k Next two letters are the worst ...

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Hi beautiful people really short characters but I have planed things out . My updates will suck more I am sick I got fucking covid but I am so glad my exam is only i Friday;( I already have covid for a week) I feel like 💩 so yes . Promise at least one update till end of the month. Bye bye stay healthy.
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