Gangster's In Love

Part 36 Bad News/Decision.

Julies' POV.

Pag-mulat ko ng aking mga mata,all I can see is white.

Julie:Asan ako!?!?

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Then I remembered...........I had an accident........agad naman akong napa-hawak sa tiyan ko. I........I don't feel anything........whe......where i.....is ma.....my ba....by??? At that moment........I realize....that......that my baby is .......is ........go......gone.That's when my tears fell down.I was sobbing when someone came in my room and hugged me.It's Elmo.

Elmo:It's okay Juls.........I'm here....we can go through this together...okay??

Julie:Moe.....*sob* I....I'm so...sorry!! *sob* It........it's all *sob* ma.....my....fa..fault *sob*.

Elmo:Sshhhhh!! Don't blame your self okay?? Wala kang kasalanan.....It was all an accident.

I just kept sobbing until I fell asleep.

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Elmos' POV.

Isang linggo na siyang andito sa Hospital at wala siyang gustong maka-usap unless it's our daughter Angeline.Julie keeps saying that it's all her fault why our baby passed away....but we keep trying to convinced her that it was all an accident and that it's not her fault but she won't listen to any of us.

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Julies' POV.

It's been a month since our baby passed away....and each day nasasaktan ako kasi I know that it's my fault.....lahat sila sina-sabing wala akong kasalanan at aksidente lang ang lahat pero I never listened to them.

Maybe......I need time to think.......to move on.......to forget about the baby....kaya I made a decision na pupunta ako sa Canada with Angeline but not Elmo..........kasi.....everytime na makita ko siya.....I can't help it but to blame my self for our baby's death.Napag desisyonan ko na umalis na lang without saying good-bye,kasi It would just make it harder for me to live.