Through the pain

Egoist

Confused in my words and my thoughts.
Been living in the shadow of my hopes.
Perhaps as an egoist I was known.
And still, I was always ignored.

But why am I so lost in this life?
Why is there no place for me?
My long path is littered with traps
Of soulless and angry people.

I do not hear the call of my heart,
It doesn't cry, sing or scream.
The voice of my mind is too loud.
Well, my soul hurts endlessly.

Lost in my pain and forgot my name,
Soothing someone else's downs.
I didn't find morality in the fairy tale,
Although I remember everything by heart.