{ July, 2015 }
if this is love
[ why does it hurt? ]
if this is love --
why does it feel like something is pressing against my chest,
binding me,
restricting me,
[ i can't breathe; ]
it's pitiful, really. how just a few mere words can light up my day.
it's sad. pathetic. laughable.
&&. it's amazing how fast my world crumbles when they're gone again.
a̶r̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶y̶ ̶p̶l̶a̶y̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶m̶e̶?̶
how it hurts.
( i want it to end. )
[ THIS ISN'T LOVE. ]
it's torture.
a/n; vii. for vent. aha, it has not been a good day.
YOU ARE READING
ugh
Non-Fiction{ tales of a very nervous and confused girl } Nonfiction #231, 7.4.14