20. die for you18+

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You know what I'm thinkin', see it in your eyes
You hate that you want me, hate it when you cry
You're scared to be lonely, 'specially in the night
I'm scared that I'll miss you, happens every time
I don't want this feelin', I can't afford love
I try to find a reason to pull us apart
It ain't workin', 'cause you're perfect, and I know that you're worth it
I can't walk away, oh

Even though we're goin' through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you
Baby, I would die for you, yeah
The distance and the time between us
It'll never change my mind
'Cause baby, I would die for you
Baby, I would die for you, yeah


Pete
I didn't realise how much I missed him until I woke up in his arms, how it felt to be held by him.
His arms wrapped around me, giving the the security I so desperately needed,
I didn't realise how much I loved him until now, looking at his sleeping face,
His eyes opened and we made eye contact.
I didn't realise how much he hurt me until his eyes and face caused my hearth to clench tightly.
I turn my face away, clearing my throat in the procedure.
He doesn't say anything.
He's completely and strangely quiet.

I don't speak a word as I get up, I open the bathroom door and close it behind me.
Maybe the shower will help.
The hot water pored down my tired sweathy body, my mind cleared up and my mood was brighter as I washed myself with my favourite products.
(An) I feel so much better one I've had some self care with my favourite cleanser and moisturizer 🤣

Vegas
I get dressed and sit at the edge of Pete's bed waiting for him.
His mood is not good, not that I blame him.
I deserve worse.

He walked out with a towel wrapped around his waist, his bed hair dripping, I pushed the dirty thoughts to the back of my mind as I saw his expression,
His towel dropped, exposing his wet naked body.

Was he doing this on purpose?
I felt my pants tighten around my growing erection.
I rubbed my sweathy hands against my jeans trying to control my breathing.

"You Okey over there"? A seductive strange smug Pete says, I look over and see him dressed now.
"I'm fine" I smile trying to stop my little pony to stop standing.

(Lmao plz I couldn't find another word for it 😭🤣)

Pete
It was fun seeing him trying to control his desire for me, it made me feel powerful in a weird but satisfying way
Although I will admit I missed him.
I kicked him out after that, now sitting at university taking notes with 'Die for you' by the weekend playing in my ear pods
Porsches snoring irritating me.

My thoughts took a weird turn when I had a flash back.

"Are you mine"? Vegas says, he's inside of me, snapping his hips against mine hitting my prostate dead on, a moan slips out as his hand curls around my throat, cutting if my airway.

I couldn't get a sound out, he slips out and pulls my left leg onto his glistening shoulder, making my hole exposed more,
My cheeks were red with embarrassment.

He let go of my throat and grabbed my waist as he fucked into me at a faster pace, my body moved with his movements, my hole clenching around his cock.
I didn't realise how loud I was until I was coming.

My back arching against his chest, making us closer than before.
"I'm yours..."

"I'm not done with you yet pet" my eyes snapped open as he flipped me onto my back, my ass in the air, hole ready for him , even with sensitivity coursing through my entire body I let him fuck me, raw
, his hand gripping my hair hard and pulling me onto my knees until his lips were crashed against mine as he continued to abuse my hole.
Where the fuck did he learn to fuck like this???

"Pete"! Porsches voice snapped me out of my mind, my cheeks were red as I crossed my legs to hide my erection,
"Interesting thoughts"? He smirks.
Kill me please.

Vegas
I lay on my bed, hugging his pillow, wanting it to be him.
How many times do I have to prove I love him so he'll forgive me?
Tears gathered inside of my eyes.
Life without him believing I love him is hell.

I'll prove it to you Pete.
However long it takes.

My phone buzzed interrupting my thoughts.

Pete: Goodnight...
Butterflies erupted,
I smiled so hard, love and joy filling me up.
I'm getting somewhere with him.
Vegas: Sleep well pet❤️

How do I prove that he's all Ill ever need?
He's the only one Ill ever want.
His smile, face, body
"I love you" I whispered holding his pillow until I eventually slept

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