DREAM

Chapter 10

Growing up, I've always been a ball of nerves. The level of anxiety I had as a child grew immensely as I went to college. Social anxiety came along too. I hardly spoke to anyone. It was all thanks to my parents, being somewhat influential people in their time that they were able to land me a job. My first job, I was working as a sales assistant in a company that had the most grumpiest and unethical people I know. My second job, I was hired to be a research analyst in my field, Economics. I worked day and night trying to work on reports. It paid off because, soon I was the head woman in my department. Meaning my pay was an impressive lump sum of money.

Everything was going great, until he came along. The man I threw every little bit of my life for.

"A penny for your thoughts." I scoffed, still keeping eye contact with him.

"You'd have to do better than that." I saw his jaw tense.

I could feel the shared tension in room.

"I've given you an instruction to do so would you..."

I needed answers first. Was I sure if it was the right time?

No, not at all.

I knew he could sense the questions bubbling in me. But I didn't give two fucks.

He closed the distance between us. I could feel him. All of him. His cock rested on my stomach. The urge I had to fight from holding it was nearly unbearable.

"Don't resist me, not today." He kissed the top of my head and I fucking melted. I'm a coward, know. 

"Have I ever done anything to wrong you? Anything to trigger your behaviour and attitude towards me?" I took a step back, my foot hitting the side of the bed.

He pinched the bridge of his nose in annoyance.

"Great fucking timing Dandelion. You're really pushing it now."

"Just answer me okay." I sounded desperate, again. I didn't care.

He let out a deep breath. That just meant that he was working to contain himself. Again, I didn't care. 

"You bed other women." Saying those words out load was equivalent to swallowing a brick. It hurt, immensely.

"You flinch every time I touch you. You fucking resist me the second I hint at you that I'd like to have sex. I'm a grown man Dandelion, I refuse to have blue balls because of you. For the last time, get on all fours before I lose my shit." 

I felt so stupid. How do I even begin to explain to someone that I love this man. I'm slowly starting to doubt that now.

Even if I could, I wouldn't of had enough time to put up a fight. Within seconds I was flung on the bed, I swear I bounced so high I thought I'd bounce off it.

"You're disgusting." I spat. I meant it.

He dragged me to the corner of the bed by my feet. My face burned like hell.

"On all fours, for real this time." His voice dropped an octave lower. Only a sick fuck will get hard by abusing their woman. "I'll slap you into next week Dandelion. Get. On. All. Fours." Shocked, I lay frozen. Such a beautiful man speaking such rotten words.

I didn't have the energy to land a kick, so I obeyed. Like the damn slut I was for this man.

I felt a waft of air nearing close to my vagina. Out of instinct, I clamped my legs shut.
"Don't." He warned. I slowly begin opening them again, with the help of his hands of course. His large hands rested on both of my ass cheeks. I was becoming hot. Too damn hot for my liking.