Fidelity

34th

Strangely suffocating

Binabaliw ako ni Davion. I don't know how he does it but I always find myself feeling things I've never felt before because of him.

Malakas ang ihip ng hangin sa farm ngunit para akong napapaso sa bawat halik. He was hugging me from behind and I can feel his body heat against mine. Sa nakapulupot niyang braso ay tumitindig ang balahibo ko kada haplos ng hinlalaki niya sa bewang ko. Para kong kinikiliti. The sensations he brings in every little move was overwhelming.

We slowly pulled away to catch our breath. Ang lasing niyang mga mata ay bagsak ang tingin sa labi ko. There was a small smile on his very sore lips.

"I didn't know I was training a dragon... Hindi na nanginginig ang labi mo. Hindi ka na rin naninigas," his brow cockily lifted. "Ang bilis mo naman ata masyadong matuto ngayon, Solasta Aicelle. Last time I checked, hindi ka naman fast-learner no'ng college."

I hit his stomach and he groaned. Humalakhak siya sa reaksyon ko.

I don't even know how we got here. Ang alam ko lang, panay ang titig niya habang nagse-sketch ako ng designs.

Nasa mataas na bahagi kami ng Casa Pueblo, isa sa mga properties ng pamilya ko sa countryside, dahil gusto ko ng sariwang hangin habang bumubuo ng ideas. Hindi ito ang first time dito ni Davion dahil nakapunta na rin siya rito noon kasama ang ibang kaklase namin para sa isang group project.

"Tama na nga! Kailangan kong magfocus! God! This is the London School of Fashion we are talking about! Hindi ako pwedeng magsubmit ng pipichuging designs!" I dramatically said.

"Magaganda naman na.."

I wish I could be as relaxed as him! He looks confident and laid-back as he eyed my designs with a small smile. Hindi ko alam kung bakit tila siguradong-sigurado siya palagi pagdating dito.

"I still don't get it! Pano mo nakumbinsi sila Mommy? I was almost so sure that it was over for me,"

Umangat ang kilay niya.

"Secret," sagot niya na lalo lamang nagpaintriga sakin. "Guess you can say I just made them realize how pointless their doubts were since I'm pretty sure you'll make it..."

My lips parted.

Inilayo ko ang likod mula sa pagkakalapat sa dibdib. His warm palms and fingers brushed my arms at my movement. I turned to him. He was watching me with such tender eyes.

"How can you be so sure?" I asked in a small voice.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit tila may bara sa lalamunan ko nang itanong iyon. Maybe it's the pressure and overwhelming emotions bottling up these past few days. Pumungay ang mga mata niya.

"I know you, Solace. I know what you're capable of. I believe in you,"

Davion has this unexplainable effect over me. He holds me and this relationship in such a way that makes me want to keep this thing forever. Masaya ko sa takbo ng relasyon namin ngayon. Payapa ako. He got me so drawn to him.

Davion Christoffer:
baby im not sure if we can finish by 3pm sunduin na lang kita

Nauna niya nang sinabi kanina na nagpagroup output ang instructor nila sa Mechanics. It's Tuesday and we're supposed to meet at their house after his class. He's been working on a new cookie recipe for his business and he wants me to try it out.

I checked the time and decided to type a reply.

Solasta Aicelle:
Do you guys have a lot to do pa?

Davion Christoffer:
patapos naman na but I dont want you to wait nang matagal sa bahay so wag ka na muna pahatid