~my poems~

Irrelevant

Life is getting harder
and I'm not getting any smarter;
I fall instead of learning
how to walk again.
Can someone teach me how to live?

Haunted by the words
that leave their mouths;
a little kindness,
I wouldn't mind!!
They all seem so fake
which I don't want to be,
but there's no way out.
Can a black hole get any darker?

Materialistic at its finest,
that's what they are.
Manipulated by each other;
some people are just blind.
Is this jealousy or am I being realistic?

I don't play a big role in this
play with no quality.
I'm irrelevant,
like a light that's shining on a sunny day.
What is this, some kind of joke?

I don't think they would
mind if I died.

I don't feel needed anymore,
like a background dancer
who's dancing like a clown.
I guess I can understand
why they don't care about me.
I don't either.

I feel drained by them
sucking the life out of me.
In a few more years,
whatever I felt,
whatever they did,
will be meaningless.
Irrelevant
We don't stop the world,
the world stops us.