Part 12

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You go to your room and take your phone as soon as you can and call Jake

"Come on Jake pick it up!" You yell for yourself but in vain

When Jake didn't answer even the second call you rush downstairs. You open the door and close again as fastest as you can. You don't care that you didn't lock the door

You start running to the Jake's house which is quite far from yours. When you are finally in front of Jake's house you knock multiple times to make sure he will hear it

When the door opens Jake looks at you confused. As you are still catching your breath he speaks

"What are you doing here?" he asks

You don't answer and go inside and sit down on the floor and lean against a wall

"So party, huh?" You say

"Wai-what ? How do yo-" he tries to say

"Don't even try." You say and stand up "can you explain me why was Sadie at my house like five minutes ago?" You say mad

"Hey Y/n calm down okay. You need to calm down you don't want to fall into it again." He says calmly

"DON'T FUCKING TELL ME WHAT TO DO" you yell at him

"I SAID CALM DOWN" he yells back and pins you against the wall behind you

You staring at him with your typical deadly face.

"Stop looking at me like that. I know you don't want it again. Just calm down." He says

After a few moments Jake feels your body relax a bit so he let you go

"Sorry" you say

"It's okay i know your situation but there is another problem" he says

You frown confusingly

"What do you mean, problem" you ask still clueless

"You know...that party. There will be everyone from school" he says

"Jake i still don't understand just say it" you say

"Y/n...there will be Brian too. I just don't want to separate you two from each other like always." He says

You sigh

"You won't Jake. I won't come" you say

"What? Why not" he says shocked

"Becau- it doesn't matter. Reason why i am here is that...Jake just tell me why Sadie huh? Why did you tell her to tell me about that party." You say little mad

Jake sighs and doesn't want to make eye contact

"Jake? Say something!" You say louder

Jake is still quiet and still looking down.

"WHY SADIE. JAKE SAY IT" you yell at him again

"OKAY, okay calm down. Just don't yell." He says

"So?" You say calmly again

"I just- i miss us three together Y/n, I want you two to talk again. Please" he says looking deeply into your eyes

You stare at him but then you also remember all your memories together

"Jake, you know i can't..." you say sadly

"Y/n--" he tries to say something but you stop him

"No, no i am leaving" you say and open the front door and go out

"No Y/n!! Just don't do something stupid." He yells behind you

"I am not a child Jake!!" You yell back

After you get home you go straight to the kitchen and take the first plate you see and throw it against a wall. And another plate and another. You collapse down to the floor and you run your fingers through your hair and start crying

"I hate you Sadie. Why can't you just leave my mind. Why you are always here with me. When i think on anything you are there. I can't get you out of my mind. Go away Sadie. Just leave!!" You yell. Your anger and sadness and hopelessness can be feel from your words

You are broken.

Again

Sad chapter?!! And past problems?? DAMN IT what is happening with me. I hope at least you have a nice day

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