#AMAHLE
After eating ice cream, we went window shopping and I decided to buy earrings for Siya at Sterns or else she was going to murder me. I got Aya a necklace and at 12:30 we went to the bus station.
Him: aren't you going to get something for the road?
Me: I'll buy it when we get to Montrose
Him: water at least?
Me: fine
He went to get me water(Pump) Then he handed it to me
Him: here you go
Me: thanks. and thanks for the gifts
Him: anything for my lady
Me: I'm not your lady
Him: dump me all you want but you'll always be my lady
Me: oh is it
Him: yeah. Come let's check you in
We went to check in then we bid farewell and I got on the bus and he left. On the way back to Durban I was listening to Toni Braxton's Album PULSE, Taylor Swift RED and some nice classics. I was kinda depressed to say the least. How did we come to this? Was I not enough for him? I get that he has needs but this guy is rich enough to come to Durban and get some whenever he wants some. What is it that I did not do for him? Did I not love him enough? I let him take my virginity for Christ sake. I was so hurt you guys have no idea, thinking about it hurt even more. I called mom and she answered after some time
//Her: My angel
Me: mom
I said with my voice breaking. I don't think I've ever hurt the way I was hurting right now. Sandiso has really done it this time
Her: baby what's wrong?
Me: Its Sandiso
Her: is he hurt? did he do something?
Me: I went to Joburg to surprise him and I found him in bed with a girl he said was nothing but a friend
Her: what?
Me: she was on top of him mom
Her: oh baby I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do. Where are you now?
Me: on my way back to Durban
Her: so you didn't stay to at least hear him out?
Me: he took me out for breakfast today and bought me some things as a means of Valentines gifts
Her: that's sweet of him. Did he apologise?
Me: he did countless times but mom I can't get over what I walked into. I just can't
Her: give yourself sometime baby. You want to forgive him right?
Me: yes, but part of me just wants to throw in the towel
Her: which ever voice came first is normally the one speaking some sense into us
Me: The first voice told me to forgive him
Her: I guess you know what you want to do but baby don't rush yourself. Sandiso hurt you and he must earn the trust he's broken. Don't let him off the hook so easily
Me: thanks mom
Her: I'm just being a mom
Me: I know and thank you lots
Her: I love you ok
Me: I love you more
Her: and I love you most. Bye baby
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Amahle's Diary 2
ChickLitAmahle and Sandiso had shared a connection that felt timeless during their high school days. Their first relationship held a special place in their hearts, a cherished memory they thought would endure any challenge. Little did they anticipate that t...
