hey God? it's me. it's me again.
i'm sorry that i only look for you when i'm on my knees.
i'm sorry that i only pray to you when world had left me.
i'm sorry that i only beg for forgiveness when humans had stabbed me.
i know i am far away to be your best disciples.
i know my sins have rose far beyond the land you've built and deeper than the sea you created.
i know, i am a sinner.
i know, my sins can not be absolved.
i know. i know.
but like the last couple of hundred times that i am here,
on my prayers,
crying,
asking,
begging you to forgive me, and again to guide me.
for once more, i promise to become better.
