My thoughts

Our love is doomed

Our love is doomed
Our love will never work
What I feel for you is too strong, and what you feel for me is too little.

When all I can do is look for your name in my notifications list, you don't even remember I exist.

When I tried to tell you it bothered me, you didn't care. You just made excuses. And that's when I knew our love was doomed.
But I still loved you. I knew we wouldn't work, I knew that you weren't my soulmate and that we aren't a good match.
But I still loved you, I let my heart believe that you would change. But our love was doomed since the beginning.

And I know that there are things that bother you and I know that you hate yourself, but you won't talk to me about it. And I hate that. I just wish that you would talk to me.
But in the end it doesn't really matter either. Because even if you would communicate with me and even of you would love yourself, our love would still be doomed.

I wish I could just tell you all of this, but i'm afraid of your reaction well the lack of it. Because I know you don't care and you don't notice that i'm slipping away and losing interest. And god I wish our love wouldn't be doomed.