Abused Depressed And sick deku

Izuku... what is this?

⚠️ Really bad insults and suicide baiting along with really horrible and upsetting comments ⚠️ credit for the video to owner

Aizawa's POV
I walked into the problem child's room to get some laundry for the week. When I found a notebook titled 'diary'. I thought nothing of it till I picked it up to a page that I shouldn't have seen.
(Skip if you are hurt by others words easily even if not directed to you)
'Nobody loves you.' 'Its your fault your mother died.' 'Wow you're so useless' 'Slut I bet you like it when you're father does that to you' 'You're fine stop being so dramatic' I couldn't read anymore because it reminded me of my past. I'll just get what I came here fo- I thought before I saw the yearbook for his middle school year. I saw
'Name one reason you are good enough for me to let go. Nothing. Exactly there is nothing.' 'Nobody would miss you. So do the world a favor and kill yourself.'
(Warning over)
Okay that one definitely was from that one teacher who ✨ MaGiCaLlY ✨ Disappeared one day.
(I doubt that you over protective bitch.) I should show this to shinso and hizashi along with nedzu. *Time skip brought to you by me being a procrastinator.*
Omg I did not expect that. Nedzu called izuku and just asked if he had any altercations with all might. Izuku said yes. So you know what nedzu does he locks the hero in the basement of U.A. and tells recovery girl who goes ham with her cane. And nedzu sues aldera. 

When Izuku found out he was furious. "WHAT THE HELL DAD!" Izuku screams. What I was worried. "That doesn't give you the right to go through my shit. You were supposed to go in get the clothes and get the fuck out. But instead of that you go through my shit." Look izuku - "don't look izuku me. Next time think about what and how I'd feel and react before you invade my privacy."

Izuku's P.O.V.
You're just like him. Invading my privacy, abusing your power,and let's not forget you literally locked me in the basement for weeks refusing to let me out. "You were hurt." I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. You betrayed my trust so now you have to re earn it. I screamed as I ran to my room and looked for a specific floor board. Aha there it is. I said as I pulled out my favorite box. My self harm box. Filled with razors, blades, knives and let's not forget alcohol and bandages and a lighter.
⚠️Self harm ⚠️⚠️

'one cut for not being careful.
Another for lashing out.
Another for being useless
Another for not helping my mother.'
I was stopped by a familiar force. I quickly ripped the fabric off and rolled under the bed. And continue.
'Another for getting caught
Another for existing.'
⚠️Self harm over ⚠️
I quickly lit the lighter and cauterized the cuts wrapped them after washing them with IsPrOpYl AlCoHoL and was about to leave the safety of my bed but something yanked me out. I shouldve payed attention to the ends of the bed. "Problem child why were you holding a razor against your skin. And what are those cuts." It's nothing dad now 🖕fuck off before I yeet you again the way my dad yeeted me when I was late.🖕 Dadzawa.exe has broke. Oop I broke him. Dadzawa.exe has rebooted. Fuck. I said as I rolled back under the bed only to be ripped out by a fuming aizawa. "*Pants* you. Are. In . Big . Troub-. " Dadzawa.exe has been restarted please wait for 19 minutes. Yes I screamed as I ran to my bathroom and locked the door. Still holding my bloody razor. I sigh in relief. And continue  I stop for a second and realized what I was doing was wrong but it was too late before I had black dots cover my vision before blacking out I unlocked the door and screamed hoping that I wouldn't die before someone got there. I tried to stay awake and succeeded shinso bursted in. Took one look at me and ... That was the last thing  I saw before I started to fail  to keep my eyes open. The last thing I hear being from dad and shinso "Izuku please don't leave us. Please stay awake." I could hear the strain in their voices and I could hear them crying. But I couldn't stay awake any longer.