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LOVE THE IDEA OF BEING WITH HER

"Mina ya~ are you sure with Tzuyu?"

"Of course, unnie"

"You love her?"

"Nayeon unnie-"

"You guys really tried to move the relationship really quickly"Nayeon shook her head

"W-What's the matter with that?"Mina asked totally confused

"Tell me why do you love her?"

"I love her because I appreciate her and the things for who or what I understand her"

"This is obviously reason for concern, but at the same time, it explains quite a bit in terms of how it’s possible for our emotions and the love we feel to be so incredibly fickle"Nayeon took a deep breath before she continued
"Mina, you don't love Tzuyu, you just love the idea of being with her"she continued

"Unnie I—

"I just wanted to make things clear, Mina ya. Just like Jihyo, I don't want you both to get hurt. You loved being cared by her, right?"

"Of course, unnie. Tzuyu is the most caring person that I knew"

"Being in love and the idea of ​​love is different. You just like the idea of being pursued, being cared for, but not actually the person. Being inlove with how you perceived them in the first place, but what if your idea is wrong?"Nayeon tapped the latter's shoulders
"True love like happiness is a choice. You choose to love them everyday, you love their flaws and all. You need to be doing the best you can to keep them happy and fulfilled. Just being there physically is not enough effort. That's how you felt with Chaeyoung"she added

Mina look away as the latter's word sink in inside of her mind. She's right though. Everything she said is right.

"In essence, we aren’t actually capable of missing or loving anyone for the exact person he or she is. Instead, we are only capable of loving and appreciating people. It sounds like the same thing, but it’s really not"

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"Are you okay?"Tzuyu asked the moment she saw Mina dumbfounded

"Yeah"Mina looked down

"You don't look like it"

"It's just, something is running inside my mind. I feel stressed out"

"What is it? You can tell me"

"I'm asking myself, Am I really inlove with you or I just loved the idea of being with you?"

"I can't answer that. You, yourself can answer that. It's not too late, unnie. The decision is all yours"

-

"Why aren't you with Sana unnie?"Dahyun asked

"She's with Yoonie and her so called fiance"Tzuyu look away bitterly

"So you're here to play archery with me?"Dahyun asked, excitedly

"I don't have anything to do, so I'm up"

"I missed playing with you! You've been busy since you became a doctor"

"When's your final game, by the way?"

"We lose the second game so I'm free"

"So that's why you're always annoying Momo unnie"Tzuyu shook her head

"Excuse me! She always wanted to be with me"

"You just forced her to be with you"

"Why so bitter? Is it because of Sana unnie?"Dahyun teasingly said

"I hate you"

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