Teen Years - Big Mouth (Updated Version)

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Matthew, being the journalist he was, began posting it everywhere people from the high school would see it. He included names and the video of his dad tearing Judd apart. It was everywhere within a day or two. He'd explained what happened in captions and pinned comments. Then it began getting reposted.

Nick helped me with simple tasks when I needed it. Elliott and Diane helped me with the harder ones like showers or baths or getting dressed/changed on the more painful days. I trusted Elliott more than anyone almost and he was completely devoted to Diane so it was definitely not a concern that he saw me naked. Judd and I were no longer together and no longer speaking. He attempted everyday but I had absolutely nothing to say. My heart was shattered because of both the cheating and how he talked about me.

I stayed out of the house mostly, usually going to The Glouberman's or Matthew's or even Jessi's. My phone started to ring. I didn't really wanted to answer it but I did at the same time. I pulled my phone out of my pocket to see Jay calling. I quickly answered it. "Hey, Jay. What's up?" There was sounds of shuffling then he spoke. "Do you wanna come over? I'm making dinner!" Nothing sounded better right now. "Of course, Jay." I'd been teaching him how to cook since I'd first gotten pregnant, I wanted him to be able to do things for himself.

I slipped my flats on and let Nick know I'd be back before heading out. I looked like shit and I felt like it too but Jay never really cared. He just seemed happy to have company, regardless of what they looked like. People didn't usually go to his house after the reputation his brothers had built up. I'd been talking to Val, explaining to him carefully that the way he grew up wasn't normal and in fact, was considered abuse. I always let him know he deserved better than what he had as a child. He'd chilled out quite a bit.

I walked to Jay's house, just wanting the exercise. He wasn't that far anyway. I knocked on his door, my free hand on my stomach. Kurt opened the door this time. He looked hesitant to let me in or say anything so I started the conversation. "Hey, Kurt. What's up?" He hummed to himself for a moment before sighing. "Hey, Dylan. Not a fucking thing." He grinned. "Fuuuuck. I'd love to be able to say the same." I groaned, shaking my head. "Yeah.. That was.." He seemed to be struggling or trying not to offend me.

"It was shit, Kurt. You can say it. I fucking do." I said with a quiet laugh. "Can I come in? Jay invited me for dinner." I didn't think it was possible but his face lit up. "Oh- yeah, sorry. C'mon." He stepped out of the way. Was Val telling Kurt the same things I'd been telling him? He was acting like a totally different person. I had other theories but they weren't as good, just therapy or pod person takeover. I won't lie, I liked it. It was nice.

We all settled down at the table, Jay motioning for me to take a bite. He'd made a taco salad. I'd given him the recipe, I just didn't think he'd use it. I took a bite and closed my eyes. "Jay, you did it perfectly. I'm so so proud of you." I said after a moment. "Thank you! Kurt suggested it." He replied. I couldn't tell if it was the praise I'd given Jay or the fact I said I was proud but it quickly became a pissing contest of achievements.

I spent dinner giving the three of them praise and letting them know I was proud. Kurt wouldn't stop starting at me after, only looking away when he realized I saw him. Jay insisted we play a game of some kind, offering up Cards Against Humanity. It was really Evil Apples but that's just a knockoff of Cards either way. Kurt ended up winning and Jay a close runner up.

I turned to look at Jay. "Is it cool if I stay tonight?" I would probably live to regret it but I didn't care anymore. His eyes widened. "Of course! Ohmygod! We're gonna have such a great time." I grinned. "Thanks little dude. Is that okay with you two?" Val and Kurt exchanged looks before Val shrugged. "Yeah, nobody gives a fuck." Kurt stood. "You can have my bed, I'm just gonna change the sheets." He looked kind of sheepish, like the town didn't know about their sexual activities.