Pregnant by my bully (Justin bieber story)

Nightmare.

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Don't you ever wish with all your heart you could go back in time and change one simple thing.

I do. I wish maybe that day twist brought Justin back from the part i would've let him stay.

Then he wouldn't tried to hurt me on accident

then we would never break up

and he wouldn't be here in the hospital clinging on his life by a thread

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There he laid cuts on his face, bruises on his body, dried blood on his lip; he looked in so much pain.

It had been 2 day and Justin hasn't responded. I haven't left his side since the let me in.

Dylan has been calling and texting non stop

But i don't really care.

"Justin.." I whispered as i held his cold hand in mine

"Wake up..please."I cried

"Im sorry i left you.. I know it was a mistake. I forgive you." I kissed his hand.

"Ms(YLN)." The doctor walked in. "Um yes?"

"There is a young man in the waiting room asking for you."

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I made my way to the waiting room where Dylan stood, he held in his hand flowers.

"(Yn), have I done something? You never text back or call back, im sorry for whatever I did." he handed me the flowers

"Dylan..Thank you, your sweet, and no you haven't done anything. Its just my friend and his family are going through a hard time and i wanna be here for him, I hope you understand."

"Yes Of course i understand, but are we like together or like whatever we are?" He asked

"Um yeah..we're still friends." I smiled slightly

"Oh yeah, friends."

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1 week later

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Justin remains the same, and it kills me to see him like this, its all my fault! I should have forgave him, Im just such a drama queen!

I love Justin so much and i hate seeing him like this.

"(Yn) honey." Pattie snapped me out of my thoughts

"You need to go home; get some sleep, eat, you haven't left in like 3 weeks. Its bad for the baby, Justin would not like seeing you like this your about to be 8 months pregnant and you can be like this."She rubbed my back

"I know it hurt.. but you need to be strong." She hugged me.

She was right i was a horrible mother, My eyes began to water and soon streams of tears rolled down my face. "Honey It will be okay." she reassured me "Ok..Ima go back to my apartment..please call me if anything happens please."

"Of course hun, now go and drive safe please." she added

I nodded and stood up.

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I made my way soon enough to my apartment, The first thing i did was shower because I hadn't done that in a while, I grabbed the strawberry scented shampoo and massaged it into my hair , after rinsing the shampoo out of my hair and then grabbed body wash and scrubbed it all over my body, I admire my bully that by now was the size of a watermelon, to think in 2 months i will be holding my son..Jase in my arms.

It brought fear and happiness to me.

what if justin isn't here?

what if he is still in a coma?

what if he.. dies?

what if, what if? thats all i could think about

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/2 days later/

I sat in the waiting room fiddling with the strings of my shirt, tugging on them. Pattie was at the moment with Justin and me well i was here, I wanted to see him so badly, Even if he was in a coma but what I craved the most was him in general, his laugh, his smile and the way he would do the dumbest yet cutest things just to make me laugh, I missed his kisses and the way he would always make me blush and make fun of me; I miss him so much all i want is him in my arms.

"Um..Ms (YLN)" The doctor cleared his throat

"Oh..Um how do I put this well Mr.Bieber's brain began to swell up and we tried everything we tried everything we could but the brain tissue died, and so did his brain,he is brain dead..His whole body shut down. Im so sorry...But Mr.Bieber has unfortunately passed away." The doctor explained

I felt as the world stopped, like everyone was frozen it was me against time,Justin was gone..forever. I fell to my knees and began to sob,

It can't be.

Its not.

He's gone..

I will never be able to see him, Hold him, Kiss him.

He won't be here to see our little boy grow up

Get his first girlfriend

Go to college

Get married

Have kids.

Justin won't be here.

I yelled and sobbed at the same time this can't be fair! It's not.

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I woke up screaming, sweat running down my forehead, tears running down my cheek...It was just a dream. I repeated to my self. He wasn't dead..He was still in the hospital but not dead. I tried calming myself down.

But who knows..Maybe it was a sign.

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WHOOPS GOTCHA

IM SORRY DONT HATE ME.

ALSO IM ALSO SORRY THAT I HAVENT UPDATED IN A MONTH

IM SORRY PEOPLES

IVE BEEN SO LAZY AND SCHOOL UGH ITS A DRAG

BUT ILY

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