...What I want...

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When I woke up Yaoyorozu was still sleeping.

But for some reason, I felt kinda uneasy. As if something was wrong.

I got up from the bed carefully so I didn't wake up Momo, then I took a look around the house. Nobody was here other then me and Momo. I looked outside my windows. Nope perfectly normal.

Maybe my phone?

I went back to my room and turned my phone on.

18 unread messages.
5 missed calls.

What the hell..?

Messages:

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???: Hey kid it's dad, I got your number.
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Mom: Hey little shit, I found your father.
Mom: He's alive, I know crazy.
Mom: Looks like he forgives your sorry ass, so he came to visit
Mom: Be nice, or else.
Mom: Don't even bother responding, I don't wanna talk to your worthless ass right now.
Mom: What you did was unforgivable
Mom: Actually, answer your phone you little bitch.
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Christopher/brother: Hey did you see dad..?
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Denki⚡️: Hey did I leave my jacket at your place?
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Landlord: Y/N I have a feeling your father is using the both if us..
Landlord: It's just a gut feeling.
Landlord: Y/N, why is your mom talking about you being unforgivable?
Landlord: Y/N?
Landlord: Y/N?!
Landlord: What is your mom talking about?
Landlord: Is there something you're not telling me..?

Missed calls

Landlord (missed call)
Landlord (missed call)
Mom (missed call)
Landlord (missed call)
Christopher/brother (missed call)

I felt my breathing get heavy from all of this. They are exactly the reason why I decided to abandon all of my friendships back in middle school. Why did they have to do this now? Right when I'm getting better too.

I don't wanna end up abandoning everyone again. I don't wanna drive myself insane from the people I call family.

I looked over at Yaoyorozu.

I don't want to disappoint her..

My eyes started to tear up from everything happening at once. My breathing started getting heavier and I wanted to just break down and cry from all of the memories I thought I left behind.

My dad is back and I don't even know how.

I just wanna get up and run away from it all. Just hide like a child would. What if I'm forced to go back to my old life.

I'm happier here though...with Rozu, and all of my friends I built up the courage to actually trust.

What if I do run away. I'll leave with all of my money and leave everything behind. I'll move go the United States and live there.

That's just selfish of me.

I sat on the bed with my hands shaking slightly, and my eyes tearing up. That's when i heard her voice.

Yaoyorozu: Y/N?

My mind stopped when I heard her. I didn't want to look at her. I felt like she would pity me if I turned around and let her see me being weak. If I broke down and started crying I'll just be the weak bitch everybody known me as.

She touched my hand to get my attention. I flinched when she did this.

Y/N: Waot, don't touch me!

I said while getting up. I didn't mean to say that so aggressively towards her.

Finally, I looked at her.

Y/N: I'm sorry..I'm just everywhere right now.

Yaoyorozu: Y/N...what's wrong?

Y/N: I'd rather not talk about it right now. Not when I feel so overwhelmed.

Yaoyorozu: That's fine. Take your time, as long as you let me know what's going on.

I felt my breathing slowly go back to normal.

Y/N: I'm sorry Rozu..

I said while sitting back down on the bed.

Yaoyorozu: Is it..ok if I hug you?

Y/N: ..ya.

She hugged me from behind and rested her head on my shoulder.

Knock Knock Knock

I kissed her on the head before getting up to the door.

Knock knock

Y/N: I'm coming!

I got to the door and opened it. That's where I found Uncle Landlord.

Y/N: What's up?

Landlord: You didn't answer any of my calls or messages. I got worried.

He came inside.

Y/N: Sorry, I was just overwhelmed.

Landlord: I get it kid. Don't worry.

He sat down on the couch.

Landlord: Y/N. I know what you're thinking right now.

Y/N: How so?

Landlord: You want to run away. As you did before.

I stayed silent.

Landlord: Your parents are coming back into your life, and you don't want that. You can't just run away Y/N. You can't let your parents ruin your mind. You can trust me, I'll keep you safe. As I have been for many years.

Y/N: I keep myself safe.

Landlord: Y/N. You can't be so independent and you know that.

Y/N: Independence is all I have. I get through everything myself. I learned everything myself. I take care of myself.

Landlord: I understand that much.

He got up from the couch.

Landlord: My point is, don't run away.

He said that as he walked to the door.

Y/N: You don't control my actions.

Landlord: Don't be so stubborn. I'll come back later to discuss more.

Without another word, he left.

I knew he was right. He knows what I'm gonna do, or what I want to do.

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