Chap 1: "I LOST MYSELF TOO"

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"Get me one more." said Karan to the waiter.
"Oh god! You've had enough aur peeyoge toh you'll get drunk in the wedding, yaha pe toh kam peeyo" replied Omi.

"UGHHHHHHH om mujhe mat sikha, jaao aap jaake ek le aao." to the waiter.
Omi got really annoyed.
"Arey sirf ek aur bas?"
"Hmm phir mujhe aake mat bolna mai aapko sambhal lu" omi replied.

"HAA BABA HAA waise bhi ek aur se I won't get drunk" karan said.
Waiter came and gave one drink to Karan.

He was enjoying his drink at the side of devoleena's wedding with the songs going on in the background.
He suddenly choked on to the drink at the sight of his eyes.

(Go put zaalima song's last part deedaar tera milne ki baad for better visualization)

KARAN'S POV

WHATTT THE FUCK WHO THE FUCK DID I JUST SEE?! Is this really her?
Ye yaha?! Kaise kab?!
when did she come back ? AUNTY didn't tell me ! WTF is she doing here
DAMN IT it's actually her she's talking with rashmi
FUCK SHE ACTUALLY LOOKS SO GORGEOUS
have i ever seen someone this beautiful?how much did I miss this laddoo jaisa chehra... Taras gayi thi meri aankhe
He could hear his heart racing at this beautiful sight.

"BHAI BHAIIII kab se bula raha hu BHAI kaha kho gaye??!! Don't tell me you are already drunk" omi shouting on top of his voice because the music was way too loud.

"Om tejasswi" the only thing that could come out of his mouth.
"Ugh here we go again you are drunk" phew-

"Nahi omi waha dekh rashmi ke side pe" Karan replied still shocked at what his eyes was seeing.

"OMG WTF teja bhai?" omi replied.
"BHAII do you wanna go back?" omi asked after seeing karan who was already teary eyed looking at his laddoo after whole 6 months.

Karan quickly turned after he saw rashmi looking at them.
"OMI abey kamine palat."
"Dekha kya usne?"
"Haa shayad rashmi ne kuch toh point kiya hamari taraf." replied omi.

TEJA'S PART

"Hii rashmi kaisi hai" teja asked hugging rash.
"achi hu mai tu bata kaisii hai kab aayi? "
"Mai achi hu bas kal aayi, 1 hafte ke liye aayi hu devo ne bahut bulaya toh socha aajati hu milne sab se, kaafi time hogaya na "
"Haa bahut time ho gaya, kaam kaise kar rahi thi phir states mai hote hue?"
"Sirf wahi kaam choose karti thi that were like foreign or shoots that were out of mumbai"
"Oh acha good"

After Karan and Teja's breakup, Teja had shifted with her brother along with her parents she didn't wanna live in the town where everything reminded her of her sunny.
Rashmi's eyes catches Karan looking at both of them
"Karan"
"Kya WHAT?" Teja asked, she follows Rashmi's eye's trail.
And yeah there he was near the bar having his drink with omi.

(Go put zaalima song's last part deedaar tera milne ki baad for better visualization )

TEJA'S POV

WHATT THE FUCK IS HE DOING HERE WASN'T HE LIVING IN PUNJAB?!
UHH teja really bad decision really really bad decision to come to Mumbai.
See how happy he is, drinking with omi.
And me look at me? After our breakup
I just didn't lose him I lost myself-
He just left me incomplete-

"TEJAA move lemme go meet him he also came after soo long" rashmi slightly pushing teja aside

Teja moves aside & just keeps looking at karan's back that's all she could see.

Rashmi reached karan
"KARAN!!"
"OH GOD RASHMII" replied karan hugging her
"Kaisi haiii?"
"Mai achi hu tu bata kaisaaa hai? Kab aaya?"
"Acha hu yaar kal hi aaya, 2 hafte ke liye hi rahunga yaha, devo ne bahut bulaayi aur next week mere ek relative ki bhi wedding hai toh aagaya"
"Acha shaadi mai hi aane ka howa aise hame dosto ko milne nahi aaya" rashmi said while making faces.

"Arey nahi yaar aisa kuch nahi hai yaar, Arey congratulations 🎊 for your engagement abhi toh tu meri bhabhi ban gayi " said karan laughingly

Umar and Rashmi had gotten engaged. Karan didn't keep contact with anyone from Mumbai not even umar except prince & beera.
He just wanted to be alone.

"Thank you!" rashmi replied.
They kept on talking & tried catching up it had been soo long since they met.

Karan could feel laddoo's eyes on him the whole time.
Teja's POV
He's laughing and enjoying aur mai?
Meri yaha waat lagi hui hai 6 mahino se
Move on hi nahi kar paa rahi.
Maybe sirf maine hi usse apna sab kuch Maan liya tha... Mai uske liye kuch nahi thi.
This proves he never fucking loved me.
Bas ek letter rakh ke sab Khatam kar diya? Did I not even deserve to know what mistake I made? Did I not even deserve a proper closure so that I could move on?
He has just always lied to me when he said 'He hasn't felt before, What he felt for me.'
If he really had ek baar toh aata na
Sunny ek baar bhi nahi aaya tu, Mai intezaar karti rahi wahi pe poore 2 din aur tu nahi aaya. 💔

"Teja bhai" someone familiar called her from behind

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First time where I ever wrote something hope y'all like it pls tell in the comments.

P.S. It's all fictional nothing real and yeah I ain't demeaning anyone

In the story Devoleena is getting married to Vishal Singh

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