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You wake up the next day and hear handro in the bathroom andnyou bang on the door needing barf due to morning sickness

You: babe open the door please im gonna throw up handro open it

Geesy: shit my bad princess.

He opens the door letting you in and you kneel at the toilet throwing up and you stand up andnwipe your face

Geesy: so I assume you're not coming with me today.

You: uhuhhhhh. Me and lil papa gon sleep.

Geesy: aight mami, i love you sooo much and you're so sooooo beautiful and I appreciate you a lot.

You: uno reverse allat to you too love. Ugh I hate your children.

You throw up again and he sits there playing with the ends of your hair

Geesy: im gonna stay home with you today. You need to sleep. You can't handle yourself and sinnamin. I'll stay and wencan have a movie day okay.

You: uhuh papa go to work you still gotta figure out your tour dates remember and and you have a show tonight. Go work handro,

Geesy: no I need to be here more than I need to plan a tour. Ma6genill scrap the whole tour. I missed a couple of months with sin. I dont wanna miss anything else with either one. So I'm staying and yourr gonna get your beautiful sexy self in the bed and take a nap and I'm gonna make waffles and clean the kitchen up and give sin his soup and then I'll come lay with you okay princess

You: I dont want food right now.

Geesy: neither one?

You: just gimme one waffle. Just so I can sleep okay.

Geesy: mhm.

He goes down downstairs making food and he comes back handing you a waffle after taking a bite

You: thank youuuuu

Geesy: you welcoooome.

You: ima start goin to school after winter break okay.

Geesy: okay, but why.

You: I just feel like I need to go. Because the more I stay here the worse my seperation anxiety gets. And then it's the fact that if I do have a whole fucking episode it's mostly because I miss you. And I'm scared of what you could do when I'm not here. Like i-i dont know. I know you're like completely sober except your obsession with Don Julio which is mostly a joke but, I don't know why you like that shit I think it's nasty. But I don't know. I'm just scared about a lot. And then ima be pregnant in school again. Like I just had a baby in 10th grade now I got another one coming sometime after senior year. And people talk. A lot.

Geesy: fuck em.

You: that can't be your response to every problem

Geesy: but it is. And ion got problems like that no more. So. Like I fucking said....fuck em.

You: mhm.

Geesy: can I think of names yet

You: boy and girl names, go ahead.

Geesy: le'ara.

You:cute

Geesy: bill.

You: I hate you

Geesy: fine uhhh Julian but spelled jewel...yan

You: cute.

Geesy: um Myra.

You: fuck no

Geesy: okay um um uhhh how about sincera

You: no because sin is exactly like you about his stuff. Territorial as fuck and never shares. What makes you think he'd wanna share his name