It's no dream waking up and immediately wanting to fall asleep again.
It's not an easy time dealing with the conflict of telling someone how you feel or focusing on theirs.
It's not fun feeling like all your purpose is, is to clean and watch after others.
Putting up with your own fears and anxieties is mind boggling, especially when you feel like you're the only one who's worried.
I wish I could just fall asleep and not have to worry about waking up and what waits me on the other side.
I wish life was as easy as loving him.
I wish life was a dream.
And not this waking nightmare of never ending fear and monetary distress.
