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Chapter 26

*Navya Pov*

I sat at the balcony turned towards the stairs and started waiting for him. I don't want to enter that room because I can't stay there without getting all the memories blasted into my mind within seconds.

What should I ask him? I thought, frowning. Or should I just let him tell me anything he wants? I got another thought.

But can I really hear whatever he wants to tell me? I don't think I can, but I have to hear them.

Actually, I don't even know I can trust him anymore. I don't think I can trust whatever he is going to tell me now, but I need to hear him before hurting myself like Mom said.

So after nearly one week I got myself to a grip that I can talk to him properly. This one week he went to the office correctly and also had his food like I asked him. I too had food on time, but I don't want to eat at all, so I just took very little food every time. But I am taking in something right.

The sound of his steps brought me out of my thoughts. He glanced one time to the right where the guest room is there and then started turning towards left.

But when he did, he saw me sitting on the balcony. He looked at me shocked for a few minutes and walked towards me. I gestured at him to sit beside me, and he did calmly.

"Tell me!" I mumbled, looking straight.

"What?" he asked me in a whisper.

"Tell me whatever you want to." I replied and turned towards him.

"Oh ok! First, I just want to say I missed you so much Nav..." he started saying, but stopped himself from saying my name.

"It's ok! You can say my name." I said, nodding my head. Because for the past one week, I just talked to myself saying that I am Navya, and no one can change it no matter what.

I think that self-talk and also Mom's talk is all I needed not to flinch at my own name. Now I am completely ok in hearing my name, but I just hope he doesn't think about her.

"Right! I really missed you Navya. Please forgive me and let me tell you everything." He said looking at me.

"I am all ears for you now tell me but try to be honest." I said and saw him taking few breaths.

"As I told you I got very few friends, then Kavya even became one of them. She didn't care how my dad is and how anyone is talking about me. I got respect for her, and then we became great friends..." he started saying, but I stopped him showing my hand.

I took a deep breath and said, "I don't care what happened in the past. I don't care how you both met and how you feel for her. All I want to know is something, which relates to me and only me."

"Oh! I am sorry again. What you heard is true Navya but not completely. I... planned to do that at first and even did for a few days, but I stopped it completely later." He replied looking at me.

"Why did you change your decision?" I asked him.

"I got to know you Navya. I got to know what a great person you are, and I started to know you more by each passing day. I hated myself for behaving like that without you knowing about my behavior. I wanted to change it and make it up for you. Then in New York I saw another personal side of you which you hid from everyone." He replied.

"Did you love her, even after we got married?" I asked him holding the chair tightly in my arms.

"I don't know, but I thought I did, and I may have done. But I stopped loving her way back, and I don't even like her now." He replied and I don't even know what to feel by his answer.