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PART 11: WHAT IM GOING TO DO?

Sa Isang madilim at mabahong Lugar. Yan Lang nakikita ko at mismong nakatali ako. I am trying to untie my self.  I am sitting in a chair and my hand and feet are all tied. Hindi ko Alam Ang gagawin ko . I am trying to calm my self pero sa loob loob ko ay nag pa panic na ako...

Hindi ko Alam kung ano Ang nangyari at pano ako napunta dito Ng biglang ....

May nag bukas Ng pinto at nakita ko Kung Sino Yun dahil sabay sa pagpasok Niya ay Ang pag bukas din Ng ilaw. And I knew I was doomed.

"Kamusta Mahal ko?" His devilish smile look into me.

" Your still a psycho. Bakit mo ko Dinala dito?" Galit na tanong ko sa kanya.

" Because your mine. All mine" he said smirking at me like he wins.

" I am not yours and will never be" as I said that to him with all my anger I spat my saliva at him..

You can't just go around and own someone. No one  can  owned someone other that your self.

Pilit kung inaala Ang nangyari... Pero parang Walang ALA ALA Ang nag babalik sa akin ...

"You can't remember anything.. " he said but then I am still trying my self to remember then it hit me.

I was in the hospital and then I saw him... After that umalis na siya sa ospital so na nag pa check up na ko and .....

I am still trying everything to remember that my head hurts so much from forcing it to remember.

While I was trying to remember everything. I got up to bed and search the whole room and I can see a wide ocean and trees from the window.. that hits me I am in an island with nowhere in Earth.

I walk to the door hoping that it is open but sadly it not, it's lock. I saw some food at the mini table. But I don't feel like eating I don't even know what day today is.

I am so frustrated and I'm closed to crying.

" What I'm gonna do?" I asked my self.

"I need to Escape here". I said with pure perseverance and I take a deep breath.

I tried to break the door with no luck and my energy is lacking now. I decided to stop trying for a while.I saw
The food on the table and my stomach Started  growling. Lumapit ako sa mesa tinikman ko Muna Yung pagkain at pinakiramdaman Kung meron ba akong kakaibamg naramdaman. Nung Wala akong naramdamang kakaiba nag simula ko na itong lantakan. Medyo naparami Ang kain ko Hindi Naman ako mahilig sa pasta pero Yun Ang nakahain at naubos ko Ito. Baka nga siguro  gutom Lang ako Kaya bigla akong napadami Ng kain..

After I eat the meal on the table, I suddenly felt sleepy and not minding the moment I was planning to escape earlier. So then I go to bed to sleep with any second I fell fast asleep.
Nagising ako sa ingay nang nakakalansing na mga pinggan.  Someone is cleaning? And then I realized I was kidnap. But upon realizing I ran into the bathroom and started vomiting. Then a memory came flashing out of the blue. I suddenly put my hands Into my stomach  to feel it like I can really feel it. I am pregnant. And I am in somewhere I don't know of.

I go out of the bathroom with an awful feeling. Napahawak ako sa tiyan ko sa subrang kaba ko ay parang tumigil Ang lahat. Pero Wala akong magagawa dahil ayaw Kung mapahamak Ang anak Kaya kailangan ko tatagan Ang sarili ko para sa anak ko, para sa kanya.

Lumabas ako Ng banyo at nakita ko siyang kumportableng nakaupo sa sa kama.

Nang Makita Niya ako ay bigla siyang umalis sa kama at lumapit sakin.

" Ayos ka Lang ba?" Tanong Niya na akala mo ay nag aalala talaga .

" Nasaan ako?" Malamig na tanong ko. Hindi ko na sinagot Ang tanong Niya sa akin. Dahil Wala Naman akong pakialam dun.

"Your in my place, because your mine. You'll stay here wether you like or not. Just to inform you, there's no way out here. Wag ka na mag balak na tumakas." Sabi Niya na parang Wala talaga akong choice.

In some way I saw him breaking his guard down like he is really confident that I can't get here out. But I am more  desirous to escape.

Nag titigan kaming dalawa mata sa mata ,sinisubok Ang isat Isa Walang salita Ang namutawi. Ngunit una siyang nagsalita.

He take a deep breath and face me with all smile. Na para bang Wala nangyari.

"So, here's the deal be good girl then you'll be safe. Wag ka makakamali na gumawa Ng bagay na ikakagalit ko dahil Hindi ko Alam kung ano Ang magagawa ko sa iyo".

Life is unpredictable. You don't know the flow of your story even though you're the writer. You might handle a thing but not everything. But what else could you do for your life, survival is the only thing I want from this moment onwards. Things that uncontrollable is what I am eager to control. I wanted the impossible to be possible. It's a matter of life and death. I will never be waver just because of this psychopath. I Will save my self and the baby in my tummy.

A mother's love for her unborn child is unconditional that everything will be fine because I will protect this child and love her/him as long as I can. This situation I am in will be a test for me to be a good mother. I already promised my self self that I will be a good mom and I will never be like her.

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