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PART THREE:All for truth

It's been two weeks since everything happened. I didn't know what to feel right now. I'm here at the balcony strumming my guitar to comfort me. This is  what I always do Everytime im confused or sad. I started singing to distract myself from overthinking.

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people,
And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to

It's two am
Feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me

It's two am
Feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me

I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to

Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to

Sorry (oh) sorry
Sorry sorry
Sorry sorry

"What happened?" Nagulat ako Ng biglang may nag tanong sakin mula sa likuran. Di ko man Lang na pansin na nakapasok na pala si Haley sa kwarto ko.

I gave her a sad smile the moment she sat on my side." Something happened. Things I didn't see coming". I said to her hugging my guitar while looking at nothingness.

" Family?" She said asking for confirmation. Then i nodded my head as my answer to her question." Tell me everything para mabawasan Yung bigat na dinadala mo. Andito lang Naman ako palagi".

Flashback

"We have a very important to tell you". Sabi ni mom habang lumalapit sakin. Hinawakan ako ni mom at inalalayan para maupo. As I look with my two brothers. I can see sadness and sympathy in their eyes. And my dad has a stoic expression in his face." What's the matter mom?" Hindi na ko mapakali dahil parang Ang bigat Ng presensya nilang lahat.

"Mom tell her already. It better to be sooner than later. Karapatan niyang malaman lahat Ng tungkol sa kanya"

"Anong tungkol sakin?"

"Hindi ka sakin nanggaling" biglang singit ni dad.

"D-dad?. Anong sinasabi mo? Tanong ko Kay dad at tinignan si mom na napahagulgul sa iyak." I'm a illegitimate child dad mom?" I ask in the middle of my shock and I'm already sobbing.