Left Unspoken

Glimpse of Life

Tangled strings, gloomy atmosphere, and messy hair.

Haunted and lifeless in my used to be safe lair.

Torments keep raining on me, how long will I last?

My muted screams and pleads, traumatized from the past.

Life must be a dream, that turned into a nightmare.

Forbidden words left unspoken, I couldn't share.

Chained from these withered thorns, which used to be soft grass.

Reading from those burned papers, finding who I was.

Lasting cries that I always mask with forced laughter.

A youth event, a pain that might last forever.

Holding on does hurt, but still afraid to let go.

Distracting oneself, tired from this nonsense life show.

Prolonged heartbreaks before, that hurts more in present.

Keeping my breath steady, please hear me, Heaven Sent.

Writing right now is useless, with those works to do.

But this is my safe haven, where I can be blue.

Things may never be the same, all of us changes.

Time passes by, my notes seem useless and worthless.

Here still scribbling on my book, more pages to go.

A poem, the glimpse of my life, I wish you would know.