jessica capshaw x caterina scorsone - accidental

twelve

jessica's pov ->

you : cat i'm so sorry

caterinaaaa : for what ? getting mad at me and blocking me for absolutely no reason ? or for ignoring my calls for all of twelve hours ?

you : both , i'm sorry but we can't do this anymore

caterinaaaa : we were just fine last week !

you : chris is gonna find out somehow and he'll be so upset

caterinaaaa : so you'd rather live your life with a person you don't love , as compared to letting him just get mad at you ?

you : okay that's it , i have kids ! you can't just unload all this shit on me ! i have things to worry about too , you're not the only one !

caterinaaaa : my problem is that you're so afraid !

you : i'm not afraid .

caterinaaaa : then why can't you just tell him you love me ?

you : it's too hard to tell him

caterinaaaa : what the hell do you mean ?

you : i'm a famous actress

caterinaaaa : so you mean i'm too low class for you , right ?

you : no ! it's not that ! it's something i just can't.. say

caterinaaaa : you love me right ? so what's so hard about saying it ?

you : my family is homophobic .

caterinaaaa : didn't you say you had cousins who were lesbian or gay ? what's up with that then , huh ?

you : specifically , chris is homophobic .

caterinaaaa : what ?

you : do you get it now ?

caterinaaaa : fuck it .

you : i'm sorry

caterinaaaa : i'm done trying to talk with you

you : what ? why ?

caterinaaaa : it's not like you'll ever be with me , because of fucking homo chris who happens to be your goddamn husband , i'm done here .

you : but i'll tell him when i'm ready !

*message not delivered*

you : fuck i messed up again

*message not delivered*

you : i'm just really sorry

*message not delivered*