bear with me

first time

First time

I felt surrounded from the care and hope
Anxiety fused excitement to earn it self the boon of frenzy boom
Haze blinded my world and vision
I held again myself in mystery beyond my own
Closeness bloomed the air
The wonder spread it's very own flair
Surrounding vibed in the essence of peaceful purity
Softness of wool shrouded my dull wits
Unease was ditzy in a whole of witty tootzy
The frail waist held my breath
The soft eyes gazed my soul
I lost the moment
Joy pierced my ache
In a longing of wonder
I griped the humble grumble

I looked at her she looked at me
Smell of flowers took away the shallow gloom
Or perhaps my own dearest imagination
Seemed to leave me after it
To Strecth my mind
In longing to take a piece of her calmn and sleepy yet soothing tinge
Sweat wasn't the trouble here
The touch and the innocence
Burned my sinful gloom
She hugged me
So smile broke the thoughts of me
I am joyful so is she
We took a breathe
Of a wonderful confidence
I held my arm steady
As expecting to be ready
Here was she
The  new life of quite my kind
With a smile and joy
That went beyond my heart
To touch and break
Somehow hollow and cold shredded heart
I kissed her forehead
To bless her and her entirety
And bless every blessing holding perhaps the ungrateful me
So this is for my first time
My first time holding someone so endearing
Than perhaps my very soul.
(Picked up my sister)

A simple brother
Reva