"It's not because I don't love you it's because..." Were the last words Jawan said before I could hang up the phone. I just don't understand how someone I loved so much could cause me this much pain. I loved him so much but I hated his guts so bad, how dare he say its not because he doesn't love me I know the reason he ended the love in which held my heart together was because he'd hooked up with this girl who's supposedly more for him. Which basically just defining to me a whore. He left me because he made the move and I wasn't ready. I mean we're only sixteen and I don't want to wish my life away just yet. "Ring" "Shit" I thought to my self as I looked at my phone and saw his name flashing in the screen. I through the phone at the wall. And thought to my self how can I steal love a boy that has shattered my heart like this. I got lost in thoughts and started imagining Jawan with other girl and just ended up crying my self to sleep...
